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Thursday, December 30, 2004

A very bad day for me...possible the baddest day of the year 2004.....
Sianz,went out with her yesterday but went home early coz i think both of us very tired la then some more today muz wake up at 6am lorz....WTH....but i can't complain much because i be waking up at 5am during the 5 days orientation lorz....sianz.....

Then don't know lar,feel very moody early in the morning,i got a feeling that sth is not right and it's true lorz....here is the day's happening.....

Take a cab coz was running late so reached sch at 7.00a.m. then everyone in council room was like asking me how was yesterday...*diaoz* then yijia nv tug in shirt so ms choong came into the room to pump us 35...then ms choong was in SL testing those dance instructors then robson kanna kicked out then the council pushed me lorz....Lolz....but i elder then some more when they teaching dance,i will be in the quest wad so ms choong said she wants those free councilliors.....then all the councilliors like scared scared then becoz we couldn't find a replacement in time so all kanna 20 then freddy came chionging with shirts tug out then we kanna pump 20 more times so in total i did 75 lorz....then somemore only like at 7.15am.....diaoz.....

Then as the day goes on rite,pple keep on teasing me larz....but i mean nvm lar,let them tease lorz,it's true anyway wad......:p I lose sth valueable la but i dun wish to elaborate here bahz....I quite moody so my friend gives me this song who he compose de and the song is actually how i feel now...Thanx shane for that song(must give u credit wad).lolz.....

Last night,I jumped out of my window.
And sank so slowly into the floor.
I saw your face as the wind blew by.
I no longer will be an eyesore.

Looks of disgust crowded around me
And the sirens are heard on the way.
You are there ,so open your eyes and see
That i'm still breathing.....that i'm still breathing

So would you be so gracious
And save me from my pool of blood.
Give me your kiss of life and hold my hand
Pick me up so i can once again stand.

I went to heaven and saw the angels
They told me you were family
i begged them to let me go back to you,they said,
You're still breathing,you're still breathing.

So would you be so gracious
and save me from my pool of blood
Give me your kiss of life and hold my ahnd
Pick me up so i can once again stand

My eyes are open,i look at you
Pick me up,pick me up
I love you,do you know i love you
Pick me up,pick me up.
*****the end***********

Then Johnathan Lim damn gd buddy sia.He sms me there was this saying that if i lose sth,i will gain sth in return so he hopes that i can gain that girl that i really love and even told me to go after her if i really like her and know she is the one i am looking for.
Shane and Johnathan Lim and Huixiang,Thanks alot for your encouragement and etc.Thanks....i will jiayou to get her de......:)


~ { 12/30/2004 02:00:00 PM }
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Tuesday, December 28, 2004

Time flies like bees
Sianz,time really flies lorz....it was like yesterday when i finished my promos paper.....

Now,i have tons of homework,still waiting for me to handle....

lucky i have done my maths sia so now left econs and GP.....

Like what my friend said,we don't have to go and suck up our teachers liaoz coz now our lives are in Cambridge hands not the teachers....haha....he darn funny la but i disagree la....homework are there to help us control Cambridge's hand.....

This evening,wanted to go jogging de but rain started to pour.I jog for a few minutes in the rain then went back to shelter.I don't want catch a cold sia or else tomorrow cannot go out and i wld not miss anything for that.I just love to party.....haha...Ciaoz....

~ { 12/28/2004 01:33:00 PM }
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Monday, December 27, 2004

Injuries
I feel that i am getting old sia then all my old injuires coming back.....

I still remember one very big incident happen when i am in secondary 3 and that was first major injuiry......

That time i was playing basketball against another class coz they like very buay song my class la so we have a challenge.....then at that time,i playing Center so i have to challenge for rebounds then suddenly,this big sized guy juz knock into me when i am on air so i fell awkwardly onto the group then at first,i thought i only sprained my ankle but when i go Tan Tock Seng Hospital for an X ray,i have a ligament tear lorz.....damn jialat....had to be on clutches for a month lorz....not a gd experience la.....

Then now,i like very easily succumb to injuries.i was like playing soccer la then my thigh muscle kanna twisted lorz and strained........then my right shoulder also kanna when i play dodgeball during orientation 1 games try-out....i darn suay lorz so now,my right thigh muscle strained then my right shoulder injuries still there after 1 months lehz.....I cannot do pull up becoz of my right shoulder......i want get gold de lorz for my PFT.........

Haiz,i think it pays to be an active person in sports bahz so i think i next time play pool bahz....i dun think will get any new injuiry rite??

~ { 12/27/2004 02:18:00 PM }
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Meerry christmas
Yup yup,merry xmas was quite okay for me la.....
I still remember last year,my friend kevin so came back from USA so our class has a gathering in some county club.
This year,i went out with my LTC group to watch 'Meet the Fockers'.It is damn hilarious la.......Highly recommended for those lame people out there........Then we exchanged prezzie then leave lorz coz very sianz la,so many pple and so crowded.....can't do much also lorz.......
Yup,if you pple have noticed,i have changed my template.Nope,it is not done by me la.I am a blogger idiot wad.But i have engaged a very 'professional' person to do for me and i am glad she have pull it off.....
I am very thankful for all ur contributions to this blog.
Thanx :)

~ { 12/27/2004 06:00:00 AM }
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Saturday, December 25, 2004

Council retreat
*yawnz*just woke up from a 3 hours sleep..........

Yesterday was the council retreat at Costa Sands resort(East Coast).It was actually a day for everyone to take a breather before the taxing orientation resumes next week.It is also like a halftime in council where everyone reflects what they have done in the past 6 months......
The council teachers will also speak to everyone to tell them their weakness as an individual and also,as a whole committee.
My committee which is CCAco,finished the earliest so we all went to start the fire first.And then,when the fire is ready,the caterer food was not here yet........
Anyway,the food arrived at 6.45pm then idzham and me quickly formed a satay club so we two just sat there and do the satay lorz.....darn funny....
Then we quickly ran to rent the bicycle at 9.10pm when we have the council debriefing at 9.30pm,so seeing 10 odd bicycle squad speeding at a high speed is no joke........
Some changes are going to implement next year and council will change abit the job scope.....
Anyway,we have abit of orientation 1 briefing and oh gosh,we are all bringing the newbies for a treausure hunt stretching from raffles place to dhoby ghaut,it is going to be one heck of a madness and as the elder of the Nazgul clan,my place in the outside is automatically guaranteed....wee....it is going to be shiok judging by the explanation by idzham.....

Anyway,after the briefing,we were preparing for the bicycle trip when i saw Nick Ngern took out an eel........they just caught the fish in the afternoon and now,they wanted to barbecque it....it is darn disgusting as they struggled to chopped off the head of the eel and guess wad they found.....the eel is pregnant!!!But in the end,they dun dare to barbecque it.........
We rode the bicycles all the way to the other end of east coast and while riding,i sms shilin and when i told her i am using the hp while riding the bike,she so scared tat i will fall down.....haha,relax,i am an experienced rider.....i ride very slow if i am using hp de larz....
However,something did happen but not to me.......Sumitro tried to cut serene's lane and serene was caught off guard so she fell down and her kneecap was actually injuired lehz yet she injuired it again so like the wound was like so deep that u can see the bone??!!!ANyway,she very brave la,never cry and still so concern whether everyone was here coz Mr Toh entrusted us to serene so she need to double check that everyone is here and accounted for....*clap*
So we decided not to continue the trip downwards and return to the jetty for star gazing then we saw many lightsticks forming the words:Happy Bday.darn sweet la then many pink lightsticks were hung around the railings.very,very romantic lorz......
ANyway,we went to the further end of the jetty to lie down and look at the stars then michelle kuek tells me about the north star and orion etc. then our entertainer,nich ngern tells us so many jokes while the two couples just 'do their own stuff'.*sigh*
ANyway,we decided to head back to our chalet to get food and drink then get ready for another trip.....while on the way out of the jetty,nich ngern and i decided to pluck the pink lightsticks hanging around coz very pretty wad then in the end,everyone started to follow us......we are 'thieves' for once.....
We went to the bedok jetty to see people fish then nich ngern,a fish enthu told me fervently all the hotspots for fishing....
In the end,we decided to head back to the same old jetty tat we went to just now and this time,we are staying there for the rest of the night for good....
HX and nich ngern entertain us by singing oldies.....then all the Nazgul councilliors started to come out cheers for our clan thus,making other 3 clans pple to juz sleep there but there darn cold lorz.........i scared to get a cold so i din slp so lame arnd with Nazgul....I got a feeling that Nazgul is going to be the best clan coz we have the best people la....noisiest and enthu pple like ngern and HX,sure will win de la......And yah,i didn't forget the other two couples....they ah,still doing the same things lorz......we didn't go disturb them la.....
Anyway,it was like going to 5.30 a.m. so we all rode back to the chalet to have our wine la.....the wine not badz la,but i got tasted sweeter one de.......then sth happened.....Kok Siang went drunk la....mildly la....coz u can see the way he walked etc.....very scary la.....Nich Ngern also abit abit.....aiyo,if cannot hold then drink little wad.Like me,i will not one time gulp down one cup of wine lehz....besides,we all nv slp and so hungry,sure more easily to drunk de wad....lucky,i nv push myself la.....i juz sip abt 1/10 cup of it la....coz will get drunk if nv keep in check....
Most of them went to sleep but i stayed around to clean up la then went home myself coz really very tired.....
i had to put on my Oakley sunglass on bus lorz or else the sun stings my eyes then cannot slp....so i juz slp and wake up a few times so i don't miss the stop lorz....

ANd yup,here i am now,after only 3 hours' of sleep,writing u this long piece of blog...........so leave some comments la....muz show appreciation lorz....lolz.....Ciaoz.....

~ { 12/25/2004 05:02:00 AM }
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Friday, December 24, 2004

Boring day.
yesterday was a boring day......went swimming at Toa Payoh in the morning and cannot believe that still got so many children learning swimming in a morning of a wkday but what the heck,i juz swim. There was this inconsiderate guy who dive into the pool and all the water juz splash all over me lorz,i mean there are so many places that don't have pple in the vicinity then still nv warn me in advance the "Splash!".So of coz,i gave him what he gave me.I swim free style then purposely kick my leg hard then all the water juz splashed........well....another childhish action of me...

Haiz,i think i am getting old sia,my metabolism slowing down liaoz.My sprained right shoulder so long liao still nv healed then when i do pull up got this jolting pain shot thru me sia.I wan get gold for my Napfa de lorz.......jialat.......

Then in the afternoon,went math tuition to chiong finish my holiday math homework and then my tuition is actually frm 2pm to 9pm,can u believe it?
haha.math marathon.
ANd yah,today got my pay liaoz....Whee,can treat pple to movies and prezzie so happy!!!

Finally get to see her on tuesday sia......bet she is grinning to herself now......:p

SHall update about my council chalet tml....Ciaoz......

~ { 12/24/2004 04:32:00 AM }
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Wednesday, December 22, 2004

Will you be my princess?
Today was not bad larz but abit boring.....went back school to put up the background banner for orientation 1 and the attached councilliors to each clan are out and i must says Nazgul is going to rock like siao.
Take a look at the attached councilliors below to Nazgul:
Loh Yong Cheng(Elder)
Alyssa(Elder)
Lim Hui Xiang
Michelle Kuek
Nicholas Ngern
Lynette
The other two i forget liaoz....lolz....
but as you can see,so many enthu kia in my clan,woohooo and my best buddy,HX in also.......

Then,today,i heard that the council review will be a chalet in east coast....darn shiok sia........then i remember one of my frenz once said that if you want to jio a gal and ask the gal to be ur gf then actually chalet is a nice opportunity coz if the gal rejects you,u still have your grp of frenz to be ur support but if you succeed,you have your frenz to celebrate......haha,very funny lorz......

Haiz,love is realli funny thing.........you don't know when it comes and when it comes,you don't know what to do..........haha............


~ { 12/22/2004 09:08:00 AM }
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Tuesday, December 21, 2004

Green Day-Boulevard of broken dream
I walk a lonely road The only one I that have ever knownDon't know were it goesBut its home and I walk alone .
I walk this empty streetOn the Blvd. of broken dreamsWere the city sleepsAnd I'm the only one and I walk alone
My shadows the only one that walks beside meMy shallow hearts the only thing that's beatingSometimes I wish someone out there will findTill then I'll walk alone
Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah AhhhAh-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ahhh
I'm walking down the lineThat divides me somewhere in my mindOn the border line of the edgeAnd were I walk alone
Read between the lines of what'sFucked up and every things all rightCheck my vital signs to know I'm still aliveAnd I walk alone
I walk aloneI walk aloneI walk aloneI walk a...
My shadows the only one that walks beside meMy shallow hearts the only thing that's beatingSometimes I wish someone out there will findTill then I'll walk alone
Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah AhhhAh-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ahhh
I walk this empty streetOn the Blvd. of broken dreamsWere the city sleepsAnd I'm the only one and I walk a..
My shadows the only one that walks beside meMy shallow hearts the only thing that's beatingSometimes I wish someone out there will findTill then I'll walk away!


~ { 12/21/2004 09:28:00 AM }
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BUSY
so sianz,busy with designing the float for Chinese New Year this few days......

And then finally,the design is out and guess wad....it is darn cute so all Phoenixians,look out for a giant bird near you....whahahaha

And then,this gal tells me to buy her bittermint chocolate and yah,the gal i liked de la.....then i ask arnd my khakis and they all nv heard of that chocolate but nvm la,i go try my luck arnd lorz....hope can gif her la coz the chocolate is wad she wants de so anyone,if u see any bittermint chocolate,pls gif me a call or sms me hor....thanks.....

~ { 12/21/2004 12:09:00 AM }
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Monday, December 13, 2004

Image need to be changed..........
today,went to school for the CCAco review.....this review is where u shoot urself and pple shoot u.....i had a generally fair view larz but i realised that my lame jokes have sort of pull my image down.......thus,i decided to change for my own good and this shall be my new year resolution

I decided to cut down on my joker side and put more effort in maintaining my seriousness.However,i always feel that jokes can really lighten one up but haiz......what my teacher said is true,if too much of a joker will make pple lose respect for me and losing respect is the last thing to happen to a house captain........

Well,last night,i was really damn pissed off.....Yes,i may have alot of comments to pass when i see gals but hey,i am a guy too.Then there was this person who told a gal whom i liked abt a gal i mention before.Yes,i may hv liked her before but that was puppy love.......I realised that she may not suit me etc........and fullstop yet this person probably tell the gal whom i liked that i am a flirt etc. so now i think the gal is like abit detest me coz she hates guys who are so-called 'multi-investment'.haiz.life is juz so unfair to me....shall update abt my philosopohy about love bahz.....


~ { 12/13/2004 03:12:00 PM }
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Saturday, December 11, 2004


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Juz watched the animal rescue show on Channel 10.There was this 2 days old chihuahua which juz keeps on slping.....then in the end,the doc realised that the chihuahua was not having enough food so keep on slping.....very cute.....i also learn that for chihuahua,they need at least 4 meals per day to keep their energy levels high.........wish i could have a chihuahua.......

~ { 12/11/2004 06:30:00 AM }
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Friday, December 10, 2004

I need an idiot guide to blogging...........
Haiz,.......after a few attempts at trying to create an account in blogspot,i am glad to be certified as Idiot of bloggers.....i don't know what's wrong with my comp.....it keeps on hanging at the crucial point-->creating the blog.....but nonethesless,i hope my first entry will be successful so cross ur fingers pls.....oky,i shall officially start my first entry when i get things sorted out....Ciaoz....

~ { 12/10/2004 02:10:00 AM }
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