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Sunday, January 30, 2005

Attention Deficit
Today shall talk abt more serious stuff.........

Some people want attention and some people tend to shy away from them.....

I happen to be in the ......................middle one.....

However,some people really like people to shower attention on them.I don't know what is so good about attention.To those who are really close to me,they should know who i am talking about.Sometimes,if juz by the thoughts of pple thinking highly of you turns you on,i really think you are quite a loser.A true winner is one who gets attention without actually wanting to get one intentionally.Get a life larz,everyday also want attention.If i am able to,i rather juz sink into the crowd and move along.Why want to be extra and to seek attention?Too much attention is not really good.So what if gals think you are cute and cool?They think becoz u wants to be that.Cool and cute are not what you truly are,that image is sth u acted it out.Appearance can be deceiving.You can be cute and cool like wad gals claimed to be,but what you cannot hide is that arrogant and self-centred heart of yours.....

My friend,an advice from me:Stay low when possible coz that will not invite negative gossips that will pissed u off.Get it?I guessed you are too arrogant to listen anyway.....

Ciaoz

~ { 1/30/2005 03:56:00 PM }
surrounded by colours of the rainbow;


Friday, January 28, 2005

Cheerleading
Aiyo,today evon asked me to join cheerleading and then even ask me whether i wan be boys captain lorz..........

It is not that i don't want join but the timing sort of clash with council meeting and stuff lehz.....training is 3pm to 6pm...........i will need to talk to my council teacher.I also want to join cheerleading coz it is sth new and i want to try sth new also wad........

Don't worry la,i will talk to my teacher first and ask him what is his opinion bahz.......

*chEeRleAdInG HeRe I CoMe!!!!*

~ { 1/28/2005 02:00:00 PM }
surrounded by colours of the rainbow;


Thursday, January 27, 2005

Cross Country 2005
Woah.....end school 10.10am so went home together with Jun ni then we two chatted all e way the bus-stop which is like 20 min. away??

So slack arnd at home before setting off to MacRitchie Reservoir for the Cross Country 2005.I wanted to run competitive but councilliors like never sign up and stuff la so decided to borrow from Eng Yeow then run as a representative of Flag Party.......

so started running the forest part without stopping which is a great feat then reach the highway part.........i walk for like 5 min. then started running.....then abt 100m to finishing line so i started chionging and at that time is really mind over body liaoz..........i sprint and stuff la then i do sth very stupid........

When i reach the finishing line,i forget to show my tag then DiAoz........cannot get my timing and stuff la...........but i FIRST councillior to reach then saw amanda,aly and pei hua there lorz.....i think i run like about 25 min. bahz...........YEAH!!!!

*Tired and injuired*


~ { 1/27/2005 02:30:00 AM }
surrounded by colours of the rainbow;


Wednesday, January 26, 2005

I wan to study like what everyone is doing!!!
Haiz......juz came back from the Chinese New Year rehearsals lorz............

House captains are really taxed alot and i am getting very very tired from all these stuff.Councilliors get to rest after orientation 1 and they can catch up with work etc. but house captains leh?straightaway after busy with O1,we have to busy with the Chinese NewYear float thingy.........it is very unfair to us.I now going home like around 7 pm etc.i have a life too.All i wish for is time for me to study.A time when i can feel like study then study.I am really really very fatigue.My whole body is breaking down and my mind is in a whirlwind.I really at my wits end liaoz...........i really juz feel like dropping the whole idea of the float thingy but i can't.It is my responsibility.............I go school never see sun,go home also never see.....haiz....i am getting sick of all these la.....this is the hardest Chinese New Year i have ever gone through........CCAco muz really unite.I hate to says this but our ccaco got pple who are very inconsiderate and becoz of his or her actions,it is putting a strain on our hse capts......

*i really want to sleep.I am dead tired*

~ { 1/26/2005 01:52:00 PM }
surrounded by colours of the rainbow;


I wan to study like what everyone is doing!!!
Haiz......juz came back from the Chinese New Year rehearsals lorz............

House captains are really taxed alot and i am getting very very tired from all these stuff.Councilliors get to rest after orientation 1 and they can catch up with work etc. but house captains leh?straightaway after busy with O1,we have to busy with the Chinese NewYear float thingy.........it is very unfair to us.I now going home like around 7 pm etc.i have a life too.All i wish for is time for me to study.A time when i can feel like study then study.I am really really very fatigue.My whole body is breaking down and my mind is in a whirlwind.I really at my wits end liaoz...........i really juz feel like dropping the whole idea of the float thingy but i can't.It is my responsibility.............I go school never see sun,go home also never see.....haiz....i am getting sick of all these la.....this is the hardest Chinese New Year i have ever gone through........CCAco muz really unite.I hate to says this but our ccaco got pple who are very inconsiderate and becoz of his or her actions,it is putting a strain on our hse capts......

*i really want to sleep.I am dead tired*

~ { 1/26/2005 01:52:00 PM }
surrounded by colours of the rainbow;


Tuesday, January 25, 2005

Body is failing me.........i am dying soon.........
Carry one big huge box to council room this morning to do my float thingy.....finally can start working liaoz.....YeAh!!!
Early in the morning then have to do the econs presentation on IMF and World Bank.....Chao sianz.....
Went to eat before going to the drum to slack around with my class.......
Then Econs lecture also damn sianz larz,change to back row then feel like sleeping lorz.......
Then Kellet History tutorial then he talk about sourced-based halfway then AVA tio problem then have to release us early.....YeAh...........
Then slack again until GP lecture......then kanna sabotage by my class to explain wad is imperialism......*embarrassed*
Went for afternoon PE to finish off the few stations then sth drastic happen la.........i was doing the standing broad jump when i suddenly twisted my right knee.....my right knee has been giving my problems since last holiday liaoz ..........then have to limp arnd.....
After Afternoon PE,then have to do the float and the cheerleading.....
Cheerleading is quite coolz but it is physically tiring la.....then somemre my right knee got twisted so Wei Jun,don't worry la.You not fat.I have to give my right knee a gd massage liaoz.....
then rush down to do the wings......damn coolz la,That OG totally rox lorz.The gals very enthu lorz then the guys like chao slack de.....haiz......but the wings are really impressive.....

To Alvin:I know you must be treating my words as trash or wadeva la but this is my piece of advice to you.Whether you want to listen or not,it is up to you.
From what i heard in the drum,i can see that it is just an infactuation.But if you really love the gal,then go for it but know her better first.Try to let her know ur existence and vice versa.When you know her better then u will know whether she will still be the right one for you.However,if everythings fail,then don't fret.You are still 17,going on to 18.Dude,you have a bright future ahead so don't stall,just go forward coz u may never know that juz behind the cloud,will be a clear blue sky again.i hate to see my friends get very sad over this sort of stuff so i always try to help and stuff.so yah,good luck for ur future endearvour......

*Love and like are only differentiated when you think that they are different*


~ { 1/25/2005 02:33:00 PM }
surrounded by colours of the rainbow;


Sunday, January 23, 2005

What a boring saturday!!!!!
Shall blog about yesterday first........

Morning:Went play soccer with my frenz at Farrer Park Field.WE playing against TJC.Then i saw a gal very familiar........she is Jasmin Mok.Her bf in TJC soccer team wad.Yah....we expectedly kanna trashed 10-2 or sth la,not bad liaoz,we score 2 goals.i like getting lousier lehz....my finishing is like shiet.Got 2 chances.One is hit post,the other way off target......what's happening to me?haiz,i don't know lehz......
Afternoon:went tuition at parkway parade.
Night:Have steamboat at marina bay.........I don't know why.....i just feel that i now don't really like to get into the heat of actions bahz.i juz like to laze arnd and chill while pple go arnd and make noise etc......that is juz so unlike me........i have been like that since last wk lorz...really dun know why......And then Shannet buy some bottles of beer and pple like nv drink b4 and go rush and drink..............aiyo,then some even ask me buy.......DuHz,of coz,i wun buy larz,it's crap larz.......I drink till sianz liaoz......now i want to go to different clubs and try their cocktails....Beer no Kick to me larz..........



SAtUrDaY!!!
Morning:Went to give tuition to my Primary school kids...........
My whole saturday was like coop up at home larz,just feel like cooping up and to make matter worse,My Starhub cable tv SPOILED....................DAMN!!!Technician coming only on Monday.........DARNZ!!!!So stay home and do some history lorz.....keep my worksheets and stuff.....
At night,quite weird lorz,coz normally my frenz and i will like go down to clarke quay to watch soccer and booze at the same time but i never tonite so feel very weird weird....life so sianz....

My friend is right.Everyone feels very vulnerable at night.Vulnerable as in you will think of sad memories etc. bahz...........that is why so many pple go online at nite......LolX........

*ReGretS are Only MeaNt For lOsErS.i am Not One CoZ I DoN'T ReGrEt StuFf ThAt I Do*

~ { 1/23/2005 12:22:00 PM }
surrounded by colours of the rainbow;


Saturday, January 22, 2005

Busted-Who's david
This song is damn nice larz....enjoy....
Lyrics:
You've always been this way since high school
Flirtatious and quite loudI find your sense of humour spitefulIt shouldn't make you proud
And I know your pretty face gets far with guys
But your make-up ain't enough to hide the lies
[Chorus:]Are you sure that you're mine
Aren't you dating other guys
You're so cheapAnd I'm not blind
You're not worthy of my time
Somebody saw, you sleep around the town
And I've got proof because the word's going around(Don't know you)
You left your phone so I invaded
I hated what I saw
You stupid lying, who's David?
Some guy who lives next door
So go live in the house of David if you like
But be sure he don't know Peter, John or Mike
[Repeat Chorus:]
Oooh Oh Whoa
And I know that you try to break me into pieces
And I know that you lie
but you can't hurt me nowI'm over you
Ooh Oh WhoaDon't like youOoh Oh Whoa
[Repeat Chorus:]Do do do woah Don't like youDo do do woahDon't know you

~ { 1/22/2005 06:12:00 AM }
surrounded by colours of the rainbow;


Friday, January 21, 2005

Not in the pink of health lately
Yesterday was CCA day so we all CCACO sort of have a meeting larz then discuss what to do etc. then realise that a few more mths,i be stepping down liaoz.....time really flies.........
Then today have a 2.4km test out.Hwee Pin injuired so never run so in the end,is i lead the class then somemore lap a few more....haha......but the timing abit screwed up,i run damn fast then still 10.45??*doubtful* Sianz,i think i getting old liaoz............
Lately,i not in a very good pink of health.i don't know why larz.Maybe stressed or sth.i never have been able to come to sch and says,"Yes,it is a brand new day.Let's enjoy!" i sort of lack that fire to push me liaoz.I get very tired easily.Haiz.....why?What is happening to me?Now,even as i typing this,i having headache also.I get headaches so often these few days also.......i am dying liaoz..........Haiz Haiz......
Tomorrow is the match against TJC first team.I really don't know how to win la coz the defender is like darn good......but HX is correct,only a friendly,it has no medal or anything so no point putting ur body on ur front.But to me,if i go there not to play to my fullest potential,then why waste e trip lorz?i see first bahz,coz now alot of old injuires catching with me liaoz.....and the best part is i still haven't enter army........lolz

*Memories of you still linger but what i hope now is a big gust of wind to sweep everything away*

~ { 1/21/2005 02:48:00 PM }
surrounded by colours of the rainbow;


Wednesday, January 19, 2005

It's all over liaoz
Today is EVON'S birthday............HAPPY BDAY...........She tot no one will celebrate with her but SURPRISE!!!whole class celebrates with her lehz then some more use CT period.......lucky Civic tutor is Mr Lawrence......
then i went jogging in the evening coz these past few days quite hectic to me larz so i always go for jog to sort of release everything bahz.........then i damn paiseh laz,i trip over my shoelace then fell down but luckily,juz a few scratches...........i too engrossed in my thinkings so dun even know my shoelace loose liaoz.....hehe......
Went online then my team captain tell me that i be playing striker when against TJC on friday....so pple,if free in the morning,come down to Farrer Park Stadium to watch me play bahz,i heard there are alot of dangerous defenders la,sianz,i sure kanna whacked like siao le,beta be mentally prepared.....anyway,it is juz a friendly match..........

It's all over liaoz larz.I also dun wish to talk about it.About the game and love part,i never despise u or wadso.if i have given u that idea then really very sorrie.In fact,wad happened in the past then let's just leave it bahz.Life is too short to be bother about this stuff.Rejection is juz part and parcel of life larz,if i cannot handle then i am not fit to live in this world liaoz.Yup,Smilez :)


~ { 1/19/2005 03:30:00 PM }
surrounded by colours of the rainbow;


Tuesday, January 18, 2005

Betting is not good either
Haiz,don't know larz,have been introducing my frenz to bad stuff sia........
Today,Sally and Cheng Zhe were like pestering me to tell them how to bet etc. coz we all almost legal age liaoz wad..........
I juz tell them how Singapore pools work and wad are the betting systems etc......I also advise them not to bet larz coz it is really an addictive stuff......you may start at 5 dollars but you will slowly roll up to more and more.........
Now sort of regret larz,coz they thinking of buying liaoz............aiyo..........

ANd then went to drum to talk to my classmates larz then Alvin Tan got 4 things to says wad we all should not go clubbing
1)We are not legal
2)We are spending our parents' money
3)We are harming our body due to the exposure to loud music and alcohol
4)We don't know how to dance.

Yah,so i was like stumped larz but he is quite true ...........

In every things we do,we muz also practise a thing called 'self-control'.For eg,betting.You must know when to curb it......i admit i do bet a little but it will be like juz a nominal amt as in biggest is 10 bucks larz.......i lose then i lose,i wun go and grumble and then spend more money in next matches to try to win back my loss.I mean let's admit it larz,betting is really 9 loss 1 win de.I bet for fun de.And talking abt clubbing and boozing.You muz know ur tolerance for beer etc. la.U dun already feel giddy then still drink.It is really all abt self-control.If you can't practise that,then i think u wait for ur mind to really grow up then do bahz or else u will be juz digging ur own graveyard........

~ { 1/18/2005 09:27:00 AM }
surrounded by colours of the rainbow;


Monday, January 17, 2005

Singapore RoArZ!
Went to give tuition to my students.
Got these two primary two kids......one damn smart while the other one darn extreme la.....
This guy called Edwin damn naughty.He kicks me larz then do alot of stuff lar,quite a handful to handle.
Then the other guy called Benjamin.He damn smartz.teach him one time then he everything also knows.I darn lucky to haf the best of both worlds sia......
After them,i still have one more session with Primary 4 guy.He darn playful but i also play with him.We throw erasers at each other and then teach him how to spin a bottle.......wad a great time sia.........Lolz

Went to play basketball in the evening.The new court damn nice.The net finally become metal liaoz.....but the sound created not nice lehz,so died de.I still prefer nylon net.........

WAtch Singapore versus Indonesia on TV.That Indonesianz darn ke lianz lorz.They like no spirit to fight liaoz.....but their tackles damn xialan.....like want to cut up pple legs sia....darn scary but lucky Singapore WON.....YEAH.......

And yah,toking abt soccer...........Tony sms me that we be having a soccer match against TJC at Farrer PARK field on Hari Raya.......He darn shiok,go accept pple challenge sia........Die liaoz,i sure kanna marked one coz i play as striker.........i play for a few matches liaoz then coz i big sized and etc,so defenders play damn rough la,keep pushing me and dirty tackle lorz....but wad to do,that is life wad.In life,you will get pushed over and stuff but wad matter most is that you stand up again and fight for the ball.............

~ { 1/17/2005 03:05:00 PM }
surrounded by colours of the rainbow;


Sunday, January 16, 2005

Boozing is bad for health
Read the newpaper today and saw the article about young teenagers going drinking and clubbing etc.....*no comments*

Had an uneventful day until evening time. Met Huixiang for dinner at Thomson Plaza. Ate at Swensen.Chat about alot of stuff larz.........
Chiong down to city hall to meet my Sec. sch buddy,Charlie from ACJC.He still as xialan as before sia......hahaha.......Anyway,went chijmes but could not find a seat so went to Boat QUay to watch soccer larz..........Order beer and stuff.......the atmoshpere was great larz...........fans from each team just cursed and sweared lorz.....I dun know larz....but everytime i watch Liverpool play rite,they always lose lorz..For eg,i went to watch Liverpool vs Chelsea with Ian and HX,they lose.Now,watch them against Man Utd,also lose.That toopid Dudek..........

I am quite happy that you are attached coz at least i know u in a better hands now.Cherish what you have and if love is a game,the game better be a never-ending one then.Gd luck in your future endearvour with him.

*Love is not about possession.It is about the person you love being happy.*


~ { 1/16/2005 04:05:00 PM }
surrounded by colours of the rainbow;


Saturday, January 15, 2005

A brand new Yong Cheng is coming out..........
Hey peepz,glad everything it's over.
Back to normal now.Sorrie to get all of you peepz so hype up over my matter......
Know pple true character is always the best solution to life.
In about 14 min. time,it will be SAturday......

A brand new day for me,a brand new page of memories to fill with now.........

*tearing away the pages of bad memories*

~ { 1/15/2005 03:45:00 PM }
surrounded by colours of the rainbow;


Friday, January 14, 2005

I am tired
I am tired.I juz want to run away from everything.i juz want to be alone.

Let's just pretend the whole thing nv happen bahz.Let's juz take that everything is juz a dream.
Wake up and tomorrow is a bright new day......

*agonising*

~ { 1/14/2005 01:32:00 PM }
surrounded by colours of the rainbow;


Thursday, January 13, 2005

Do gals look at image first or character?
Went to school this morning.....
Was having a discussion about gals with xinhui and alvin tan(official lame guy from 04A5) and also,qianzi
Then we talk abt whether gals judge guys by images or characters then not surprisingly,the gals protest la saying they look at character but my one thought-provoking question juz push them all aside
This is how i do it: Doesn't the gal judge the guy already on the first impression?If the guy is a ugly looking guy,she wld not have go on and talk to him.However, if the guy is a yandao,she wld haf continue chatting with him wad.........

sch released at 10.10am then i scared kanna caught sneaking out but i muster my courage and leave sch at 10.40am...............

return to council activity at 2.45pm
Do those normal cleaning up stuff etc.....
Went home at 4.45pm

Went jogging coz was really very moody these few days la........then i see alot of things when jogging lorz......i saw pple catching fish(death) and then a newly borned kitten lorz.......so darn cute lar(alive)............i realised that life is juz that.......a thin line between live and death........so we shld live life to the fullest and start doing things now before u regret sia......yup yup......

*waiting for ur reply*

~ { 1/13/2005 03:44:00 PM }
surrounded by colours of the rainbow;


Some quizes to let pple know more about me...........
Green Tea
Green Tea...You are Green Tea!Strong and very smart you prefer peace to violence
and very rarely take action if it involves
confrontation. But you make up for this with
your keen insight and understanding of the
world and people around you, you have a very
mysterious nature. Many people see you as laid
back and that may be true but you are very
intelligent and make good decisions.

What type of Tea are you? {-With Anime Pictures!-}
brought to you by
Your a chinchilla:Super cute and adorable, groomed to be the fuzzy
master!Your the FUZZIEST!!!!!!!! You have so many layers
of fuzz you cant even find your own feet. Your
cute and proud of it, so fuzzy and outgoing, no
wonder people like you! And just look at those
whiskers! =^_^=

=^_^= What fuzzy animal are you? =^_^= {-With Pictures!-}
brought to you by
Your element is Light: Innocent, beautiful,
kind-hearted and pure. You are so sweet your
almost angelic, you find joy in others
happiness and cannot stand to see anyone in
pain. You want to make everyone around you feel
good about themselves and if someone is upset
you can tend to become rather upset as well
which means you are sympathetic and raise
others above yourself. Being as kind and
good-natured as you are people have most likely
hurt you in the past but you pick yourself up
every time. You may look fragile but you are
stronger than most tend to see. Life is
beautiful no matter how you look at it and you
understand that people make mistakes, not
everyone is perfect. You try to see the good in
the bad which is a talent few posses, dont ever
let anyone change you. You truly have a
beautiful soul inside and a heart of gold.

.:-What is your true element?-:. -With Anime Pictures and detailed answers-
brought to you by

~ { 1/13/2005 03:52:00 AM }
surrounded by colours of the rainbow;


Wednesday, January 12, 2005

Love is all about the gal being happy............
Today is the double happiness serial finale lar...........so sad lorz........this show one of my favourite coz it is full of humane feelings and abt relationship etc. larz.......

Anyway,i lose my council badge today.*sad*My bag stuck at the badge then when i tug it,the whole thing flew off and the incident happen when i alighting lorz,if i do it on bus when sitting then at least still can find.........sianz...........dun know wad Mr Toh will deal with me sia.......

Life has been pretty sucky for me nowadays larz........
Juz dun know why,feel very sad sad lorz....everyday low morale de...........haiz hiaz......muz be the stress getting to me lorz.......
I also feel very moody easily larz then when pple irritate me rite,i will tend to snap abit abit lorz....feel guilty la when seeing their faces get hurtx or sth.......HAIZ

CAN SOMEONE PLS SAVE ME FRM ALL THESE SHIET?????

anyway,going back to the tv serial.....got this guy says this to a gal la which is actually my principle of love too............

To love actually isn't to possess but to love is that the loved ones are actually happy......
That is the same to me larz.As long as the gal is happy,even if her boyfriend is not me,i will still be happy for her.....I think it is becoz of my thinking that i am still -single- now bahz......
Well.....there are pros and cons in everything anyway........

Ciaoz.............

~ { 1/12/2005 03:21:00 PM }
surrounded by colours of the rainbow;


Tuesday, January 11, 2005

1st day of proper school for me............
Yah,today was the first day of proper lesson for me after 1 week of hectic orientation 1..........
Saw many J1s happily coming to sch......they beta enjoy while they can sia or else when they reach J2s,Fun will nv ever come to them liaoz........
first lesson is economics and so far so good larz.......Then is Kellet teaching us how to do source-based question........
Lessons are boring larz but somehow i feel that the class is very serious now larz,they are not as crappy as ever lorz and then everyone like so hardworking esp. the gals lorz.....
Haiz,i still feeling tired lorz.While other councilliors can take a rest now,we all house captains haf to chiong for our CNY projects....haiz....life is so unfair....i am trying to cope with my studies then now this CNY comes disturb me sia.....Don't really wish to put too much time in it but alyssa like want to do it to the best lorz so nvm larz,help her lorz....she really a perfectionist..........
Do afternoon PE and then we all guys gossip while jogging then i realise we haven't been really keep in contact with each other during the holidays so alot of things to catch up with......
Then haf a house comm. meeting to do then reach hm at 7.30pm larz....feel very vex so msg her lorz and haha,then she console me here and there larz so feel much beta lorz......

****thanks alot******

~ { 1/11/2005 02:17:00 PM }
surrounded by colours of the rainbow;


Saturday, January 08, 2005

Day 4 and Day 5 of orientation
DAy 4:
DO the skit again......
Try to remind my OGLS the danger of going out with a bunch of enthu teenagers.
Faster prepared for the QUest.....
Met the security guard of the Fort Canning Park and says hi lorz.
Do the cheer thingy and etc. la but dun know why la,the insects keep on biting me lorz.....Tuesday time is the insects bite the cuties so i nv kanna but now i dun haf them liaoz,so insects come bully me lorz....:(
OGs like all rush to my station de so i got like 4 OGs with me lorz....but after that,damn sianz liaoz so i juz sit there and watch pple take wedding pictures.....saw 3 singaporean couples and 1 China Couple.....
then later rite,the timing got mixed up so i went off at 12pm then receive a call from Sukphanee that her grp there at 12.10pm but no councilliors was there then i was like run all e way from Funan to Fort Canning PArk lorz.....Oh ya,waited for someone's OG to come lorz but in the end nv come or else her OG will have bonus station lorz....but haha,nbm.....
Then i think got dance etc. la but not impt de
Day 5:
LAST DAY LIAOZ>>>dun know shld feel sad or happy larz......
HAd the dance in the morning then sabo my OG pple la.....
Afternoon got mass games then very luan and got alot of casualties....
Then haf faction games-destroy.....
I was the santa claus to give free cans when they cheer for me..They really irritating lehz.........but nonetheless,it is damn funny larz esp. this grp of gals who come to me when i in hall building my own model of structures.They says that they will do anything juz to get the cans sia.....wah seh......darn enthu..........
Night time got this disco nite la but the DJ darn sucky,cut in the song in inapproriate time then spoil the whole mood then somemore some songs nv end then he go add in some songs that can tie up de,i mean he juz sux la.......Quite chaotic....i had to dance quite a few times to hype pple up....C'mon pple,disco is all abt letting ur hairs down and dance.....that is why disco are dark so if u dance like shiet,not many pple will notice lehz.......
Haha,had a short debrief but many pple cried coz we had finally endured 5 days of orientation and everyone had grown up alot larz......
My only regret is i could not take a pic with the NAzgul OGLs lorz,they certainly grow up too,from a quiet faction to a chao enthu faction....Well done,thank you and Nazgul elders love all of you......
Signing off,
Morpheus.....




~ { 1/08/2005 03:45:00 PM }
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Thursday, January 06, 2005

Day 3 of orientation
Today was frenzily appointing my princesses and princes of the STAR kingdom and so far,i have blessed 5 princess who are May,Mich Kuek,Mich Wong,Aly,Lynette and 2 princes who are xiangi and ngern........*still searching for the queen,found liaoz but nv ask*
Skit was okay la.......ngern was complaining that pple only laugh at my jokes and i was like orhz....ok lorz.........hahaha
Then went to prepare for CCA bazaar then alot of problems la,dun wish to tok abt it too..........
Then council debrief ended arbd 7.30pm lorz so shilin,dun complain u tired horz.......

Yawnz....tml haf to go out for the quest so i beta slp sia........

~ { 1/06/2005 02:40:00 PM }
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Wednesday, January 05, 2005

Day 1 and Day 2 of Orientation
Day 1:

Arrive sch at 5.45am and sch gate not yet open......
JC1s arrive very early lorz,muz be super enthu la.......
Bought twinkling wands for each OG....tot it was kinda childish and the OG will reject but luckily,the response was damn gd.......
The skit was damn hilarious la and Nazgul,being a zai clan so i had to don a red adidas sweater and a sunglass and act coolz(i coolz enuff liao la)
All the hall like very silent and their jaws like drop lorz....
Then my OGLs then chase aly and me like as if we two big stars.....haha....so FUN sia.....
Faction time was okay la.The years 1 need some warming up bahz.....
Then afternoon is all the boring stuff of talks so i cannot tahan so went council room to gossip with other councilliors larz.....:p

Day 2:
It was a tiring day.I had no skit that day lar..
Went to Fort Canning Park.An OG was earlier than me.........i took a longer route....Diaoz..
Sat there and wait for OGs to come lar so meanwhile chatted with the two first aiders,Vanessa and wei ting.....Vanessa darn funny la and they keep on complaining abt mosquitoes and ask me how come they nv sting me....lolz........Sat there and coz my station near ROM so saw a few couples taking wedding photos at there lorz.....so romantic sia....want to have gf soon lehz but no gals want me :(
then later,went back to JC to have some CNY float larz then end quite early today.......

Tomorrow will be a rocking day coz my skit is coming up and it is going to be damn hilarious......


~ { 1/05/2005 02:17:00 PM }
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Monday, January 03, 2005

Guy wearing masks
today,i shall blog on the topic of guys wearing masks.

What exactly are they?

They are actually guys who wear different mask when meeting diff. pple.I met a few lar and i hate this type of pple bahz.....they are very nice to gals when jio them then sort of heck care the gals when the gals are their gfs.I heard quite a no. of cases larz.....They are like cons like that de.......

Personally,i feel this type of pple shld die lorz....they are the ones who are making gals losing confidence in guys.......i would nv do that to gals de coz if i really goes into stead is because i really love the gal.i would not go jio a gal becoz i like to jio gals for fun and not love the gal at all.This is an extremely selfish.

Orientation 1 is tomorrow liaoz and i am very nervous lorz.The skit makes me look like a humsup kia....DIE liaoz....bad impression sia....so to all the pple reading my blog,let me reiterate again: I am not a flirt nor a playboy......i am FAITHFUL de okay....

Gd luck for my orientation tml bahz......

~ { 1/03/2005 11:15:00 AM }
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Saturday, January 01, 2005

1st day of 2005
Yup,my first entry for the year 2005.......
Went to esplanade with Yisheng and his gf,Joanne,Hwee pin,ZHi yang and his frenz and yup,to the countdown....
Esplanade darn crazi la,so many pple and no one gives a damn to the concert performed by a gal in white??!!!then it is only 11.50pm but pple already start spraying 'snowflakes' and 'streamers' la....then i kanna the flakes but nvm la,for the sake of fun.......
Then we all go watch 'Kungfu Hustle'.....but before that,my hp keeps on beeping because of frenz who sms me larz....thanks peepz and also to those who my phonebk nv keeps record de,,,,coz got some mysterious no........
Went home at around 3.15am,using the Nite owl bus......quite a long journey so i use the time to reflect wad i want to do this year lorz.....so many party animals also....saw Ginny and her bf too....

wake up at 11am.
Slack arnd and wait for 6pm to come coz my mum bringing me to PS to shop lorz....YEAH!!!!
Bought a new pair of shoes from world of sports....it is ADidas superstar and it is red in colour.I know the model very old liaoz but i wanted it quite a long time la.....YAy....Bought 2 jeans too then i saw the ruggers in my JC and they like shocked to see me and my mum shopping lorz....

Quicky rush home to change coz i going out with Hui Xiang and Ian to watch Chelsea Vs Liverpool at Boat Quay.......chose a pub with big screen and sat down....we all order a jug of beer la....then we have a bet lorz....we all predict a scoreline so i predict 2-1 to pool,ian 1-0 to pool and HX 1-0 to chelsea.....those who lose pick up the tab so in the end,chelsea won 1-0 so ian and me pick up lorz......

Yup....this is how i spend the first day of 2005.....

Happy New Year to everyone......

~ { 1/01/2005 11:49:00 PM }
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Reflection of 2004
Heyz,pple,i better do this before i go out for countdown sia......

Study:Well,i pretty much struggle for the 1st half of the year.Mainly i am busy with the council work and Pre-U seminar stuff so i sort of neglect my studies and also,i am still on vacation mode when i enter JC lorz.However,i managed to pick up speed for the second half of the year and managed to pass my Promos with 3 A level pass la....lolz....but i chiong like mad lorz but nonetheless,my study this year was okay.....

Friend:Get to know alot of friends coz new life in JC wad....1st 3 mths, know alot of pple and i still got keep in contact of them lorz....Huixiang and ian and calvin,my buddies lorz.....then cannot forget the bachelors' club too.They are the pple who bring the cheerful me out of the shell.

Love:Haiz,once again,i have failed in this area.My this year resolution was to get a girlfriend lorz......i always have this weakness which is i will get very very shy when jioing gals.....but no one believes me.....juz think about it,if i have no interest for thatr gal rite,i can easily talk to them but if i like that gal,when i talk,it is juz not me......For this year end,i like this gal lorz but somehow,i think she dun like me lorz....haiz......To be loved is bliss but to love is pain....

Family:My brother has a GIRLFRIEND and he brings her home lorz.Feel so glad for my brother liaoz.....finally he is being conquered by a gal........My dad catering business is picking up lorz so yup,everything goes well....YeAh

Money:Got tuition this year end and a stable income will start flowing in from next year.......

That's all folk.......
Thank you 2004 for all the things u haf brought to me and bye bye
Welcome 2005 and i hope everything goes fine for me next year......

To everyone reading my blog:Cyaz 2005........


~ { 1/01/2005 01:06:00 PM }
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Last day of 2004
Hey pple,sorrie about not blogging yesterday coz i was darn freaking busy for the orientation skit.....and also,i am using these few days as a period for me to reflect abt everything lorz.....(shall do that reflection later on)

Today is the alst day of 2004 and somehow the rain keeps on pouring.....wanted to go out and club with xiangi and co. but somehow he is not free and etc. la so plan cancelled so i am actually staying at home to stone while 2005 creeps in lorz.......but i also very busy today....my dad expanding his catering business then not enuff manpower so i have to rope in to help so bo pianz,i mean might as well help larzr rather than rotting at home so spent the whole day helping my dad........BUT i be going to out to watch soccer with Ian Ang and Xiangi at clarke quay....Yeah....so darn long nv see that idiotic ian la.........He is going to NS next year so i beta see him before his hairs will be like empty......

yup yup,i shall do my reflection later in the next blog bahz.....ciaoz.....gotta help my dad liaoz.....


~ { 1/01/2005 07:30:00 AM }
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