haiz......

Don't know whassup with my left leg......i went to chinese sinseh twice and i tot i got it fixed....

But dun knw,after wednesday morning PT,the pain act up again and this time is arnd the knee area de.........die.....think gg to cripple le.......at first,pain still negligible but now,it is v.pain lor....can't even straighten my left leg.....haiz....pain pain worz.....think muz pop some painkillers and time for those medicated plaster......hehe.......crippled bengbeng on d move.........

Hmm...talking abt horoscope....was talking abt Cancer being the emotional sign of all......seriously,i think it is true........i was often ruled by the heart rather than the mind........and then right,when comes to relationship,Cancer will often fall deep into it.My buddy,Mr Lim HuiXiang is also a cancerian coz he was borned 6 days younger than me....hehe........

don't know wad i am blabbering abt also......hehe.....

Happy birthday my darling lao po!
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My lao po 21st birthday!!!

Morning,help my mummy cook beehoon for my dear dear birthday dinner later.

Evening,went to the dinner.

SO warm lor,even HX wearing singlet can also sweat like mad....haha........

Happy birthday!!!

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1 year of knowing each other and 6 months of being my honey lao po.........

Seriously,i often think what my life will be like if i am still single?

But that is juz a hypothesis coz right now,i am happily attached.

1 year ago,i met her at sentosa.......playing beach volleyball with her.Stupidly never get her contact no.It is her frenz who got me thru frenzster and gave it to her.And frm there,it is a new beginning to my new life......

Alot of my friends was initally shocked i settled down so fast coz i am always the wild and fool-arnd boy......but well,pple do change bahz.lolx.

Now that my friends have accepted that i am attached,they noticed a change in me somehow.More matured and more serious.........

Hm,don't know is it the NS that changed me or my new status.......but now i started to think before i act or rather sometimes la,coz i still have abit that rashness that i cannot eliminate so fast....lolx.........

Anyway,it was her that made me endure thru my Tekong Life and then my Sea soldier course.It was her again,braving with me thru my Sea Soldier Leaders' course Althou a different status la *grinz*

I juz wish to thank her for being my darling,one that loves me so deep.........

Akon-don't matter
Konvict Konvict
Oh
Ohoohwooe
Oooh
Ooohhwooe

Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
Cause I got you babe
Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
Cause I got you babe
Cause we gon' fight
Oh yes we gon' fight
Believe we gon' fight
We gon' fight
Fight for our right to love yeah
Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
Cause I got you

Nobody wanna see us together
Nobody thought we'd last forever
I feel I'm hopin' and prayin'
Things between us gon' get better
Men steady comin' after you
Women steady comin' after me
Seem like everybody wanna go for self
And don't wanna respect boundaries
Tellin' you all those lies
Just to get on your side
But I must admit there was a couple secrets
I held inside
But just know that I tried
To always apologize
And I'ma have you first always in my heart
To keep you satisfied

Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
Cause I got you babe
Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
Cause I got you babe
Cause we gon' fight
Oh yes we gon' fight
Believe we gon' fight
We gon' fight
Fight for our right to love yeah
Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
Cause I got you

Got every right to wanna leave
Got every right to wanna go
Got every right to hit the road
And never talk to me no more
You don't even have to call
Even check for me at all
Because the way I been actin' lately
Has been off the wall
Especially toward you
Puttin' girls before you
And they watchin' everything I been doin'
Just to hurt you
Most of it just ain't you
Ain't true
And they won't show you
How much of a queen you are to me
And why I love you baby

Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
Cause I got you babe
Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
Cause I got you babe
Cause we gon' fight
Oh yes we gon' fight
Believe we gon' fight
We gon' fight
Fight for our right to love yeah
Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
Cause I got you

Oh oh oh oh oh
Cause I got you
Cause I got you
Ooooh
Cause I got you babe
Cause I got you

Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
Cause I got you babe
Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
Cause I got you babe
Cause we gon' fight
Oh yes we gon' fight
Believe we gon' fight
We gon' fight
Fight for our right to love yeah
Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
Cause I got you
Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
Cause I got you babe
Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
Cause I got you babe
Cause we gon' fight
Oh yes we gon' fight
Believe we gon' fight
We gon' fight
Fight for our right to love yeah
Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
Cause I got you

Gee......seriously,i dun know wad is wrong with my leg recently........

After my sprained ankle which is abit swollen,my left leg now suddenly pain.It is as if one nerve is being overstrained.........i mean like normal walking,is alright.Running also alright.It is juz that when i lie down and wan to get up,my whole left leg is one nerve is pain lor....den is starts frm my left buttock de....abit paiseh go see chinese sinseh lor....haha...expose my left buttock.....i will shy shy de lorz.......

Think paste some ointment plaster and see how lor.......like stretching also problem for my left leg.....see MO le but he says is sprained and i was like -duhz- den he only prescribe me painkiller and ointment.....no use de lor........juz wait and see bahz........

Then don't knw wad is wrong with me or the bunk bed lor....today,i see everyone like slp until so happy and soundly,whereas for me,i flip and turn also cannot get to slp......dun knw whether is it the bed or myself lor but cannot be the bed,coz i have slept on worser bed before and i still sleep soundly lor.......gee.....nvm bahz....juz wait and see again lor....maybe when i am completely dead and drained den i will fall alsp bahz.........

den today my dear talks abt gd looking pple in NUS.........den tot awhile abt it since i cannot get to slp wad.....hehe........

Seriously,it is a nature process.Guys attracted to pretty gals and vice versa bahz.I mean pple says abt wad character is impt etc. etc. but let me ask u this qn,who creates a better first impression?Good looking guy or an average guy?Den the gal will wan to know more abt the gd looking guy wad.Yes,if found that the character of the gd looking guy is bad den will move on and stuff but the first chance still gif to the gd looking guys wad........so aren't looks still impt?


Hm,pple often look for greener pasture in life or in work.Will love be a part too?Seeing a better guy chasing,will one attached gal break up wif the current bf juz to be with the so-called better guy?will love be so fragile?Hm....*shrugs*

Some things to ponder?

Days slowly trickling by......

Seriously,i am so used to my life le............Life now revolve only me,her and my Navy life lor......

Looking back at the years,i kinda miss the old me.One that always joke around and juz treats everything so foolishly........

Now,i still joke around but only at appropriate times and then,becomes kinda serious abt stuff arnd me bahz........

Life is constant changing........now i realise how hard is it to stay true to urself as it is u who conforms to the environment..........no one is bigger than the world itself and that is one cold hard fact that we have admit to..........

haiz..........changing world,changing mindset..........

Gee........tmr last duty of the cycle before i go on my standby week....YEAH!!!!

Hahaz.....standby week gg to be busy busy week coz got 2 special events happening on both sat. and sunday lor........

So most of my time during wkdays shall spend on preparation for both sat. and sunday lor....yippee!!!

Monday night spend on pei-ing my dear shop around for her birthday dress.Hm.....i know some guys hate to go shopping with their girlfriends but to me,i am actually quite okay.Dear share with me some of her tips den i realise shopping for the right clothes require some skills too.Looking at the large variety of clothing,i quite glad i do not have to made such choices lor.haha........i rarely go shopping with a female de so quite a country bumpkin lor.Didn't realise tube actually is juz a short piece of cloth but the elasticity is like -whoa- impressive lor.Hahaz....

Dear chosen one black dress but she wanted to search arnd for more choices first lor.Hehe.Shall continue during my standby week.....hehe......consider my birthday gift for her too lor.....

Sianz........SSC 11 going to come in le..........2 more batches before SSC 10 the next batch to ORD lor....can't wait but time realli flies when u in my vocation....3 wks juz fly past v.fast de......haha...........

Sianz Sianz.......

Sprained my ankle while playing soccer yesterday........now my right ankle swollen like one small unripe papaya lor.....

Can still walk around lorz.........but the swollen part realli v.scary.....

This is my first sprain of the year lor,hopefully the last too but considering the amt of time i spent on sports,it will be like quite difficult to maintain that way but i tried lor.......

Oops....time to slp....haha.......gd nite everyone!

Haiz......sometimes some things are better left unsaid??

I don't know but i feel that at least we let each other know how we feel about certain stuff........

Seriously,love realli cannot be compared.Love maybe is about compromising.COmpromising- a word i still yet to fathom about.A word i still need to learn.

I am always so unreasonable.Fail to understand from ur point of view sometimes and also fail to be sensitive to your needs.

Dear,u didn't hurt me over the words bahz.Guess the word is just disappointed.Just like how u were disappointed over me using the tone on you.Disappointment.

THis is just the passing phase bahz.We can walk it thru together and everything will be fine.Don't blame yourself.There are no wrong decision.Only decision that either u are satisfied or regretted.

Pls don't blame urself.No parties is at fault bahz..........just that it is i who is too mindful about certain stuff.It is me who is over sensitive.

gee....time to book in :)

Haiz....so long nv blog coz i am still reeling from the aftermath of my unit announcement....

16 April....we going to stay-in la.....haiz.........knew the news gg to come but did not expect it to be so soon....haiz.....dreaded it.....but luckily stay in for a few days only.....mounting timing also changed....cannot says wad time la...but juz changed lor....got pros and cons la.....haiz.....alot of changes too.................gee.....why can't we stick to our old routine lor....so gd and no fuss too....

ANyway,went to Huixiang commission parade....congrats,my buddy....lolx.....see him so emotional,dun knw whether wan to laugh or cry wif him lor.....saw serene.....she commented that i now like more matured le esp. when i talked lor....*shrugs*...........

I think one has to mature eventually bahz....it is a matter of when and how.....to me,alot of pple have diverse views abt me.....some said i lame,some said i mature.....well....it is becoz i choose to be bahz.....when i talked abt serious stuff,i tend to be more matured in d way i speak but when i am wif a grp of close frenz.....i tend to be more light hearted in a way bahz....hehe.......coz to be frank,i think it is realli v.boring and dull to be serious all e time and also v.childish to be lame all e time too lor.....so i go in between lor....lolx........

gee....today went wif dear to NTU to watch her tu di and shi mei involved in a taekwondo competition.At first,very exciting de but in till d end,it's getting sianz coz it's d same kicks and stuff and same movements to so yahz,juz so sianz............but it's not the competition i gg to watch la,it is more of me wanting to pei my dear lor.....den like that,most of my sunday taken up le lor.....

Seriously,sumtym, i think solving pple problems is easy but to solve oneself problem is like so difficult bahz.Hm,i wonder is it becoz in d end,the decision making lies wif the person so in a way,it will not directly affects me whereas i have to be responsible for my own decision so that solving others seem a breeze but ownself............*shrugs*

gee......shall stop talking abt clubbing for awhile bahz.....take a break.........

Tmr have to start a new duty cycle le...........*sianz*

Hey pple,haha,back again to talk abt clubbing.This will be a short short entry......

For the fourth instalment,i will talk abt how to move around on dancefloor......

As we all know,the dancefloor will be v.packed so how do u move around..........

Firstly,do not ever try to seperate couple dancing.Coz most likely the guy will not let u cut him and d gal de.It will only spoil d mood.Den for grp of gals or guys dancing,try not to break them up too.But if bo pian,break up d guys bahz....lolx.....later tell u why........Anyway,as i was saying,cut thru in between grp.....for eg,got 2 grps rite,cut thru in between the 2 grps lor...........that is d best way and also the easiest way too...........

If got 2 grps,one grp of gals and another grp of guys,the guys will want u to even push them towards d gals lor.....got body contact wad den they will like blame u who tried to push thru the way but in their own hearts,they v.happy u push them lor.....so yahz.....

And dun worry abt bumping and wad squeezing,tis is wad pple will expect in a packed club de lor.......

See....short but useful entry....lolx......

Juz woke up.slept at 3am last nite lor.Went phuture coz my frenz got good results for his A lvl so he opening bottle there to celebrate so went there lor.....hehe.....Bring my darling there also...intro her to my frenz bahz.......

Seriously,if u like R N B like usher,ludacris,black eye peas etc,dun go on fri. Phuture play dun knw wad kind of genre songs on fri. tat is not my type of R n B lor.......music sux but the company is great!

Hehe,my first tym to zouk.............in d year of 2007 la :p haha......

Anyway,here is my 3rd instalment abt clubbing: How can a guy protect a gal on d dancefloor?

Sometimes it is not that got guys frenz company on d dancefloor means protected le.The guy muz also know how to protect the gals bahz.So here are some tips.......

Firstly,as we all know dance floor is v.packed.In fact,the more pack it is,the more pple wan to join in for obvious reason.When dance floor get squeezy,easy to get touchy and gals will not notice,thinking it is becoz of no space lor.If u can get a corner to dance,den of coz,better la but dancefloor got few corners only wad,sometimes will not get de so here where the guys can step in.

Guy shld exert some sort of territorial right.Firstly,the gal muz be comfortable wif the guys frenz hands arnd them.That is to let the gal feel protected.I mean it is ur frenz hand and not some lechers' hands anyway.hehe.Best if is got boyfrenz along la......hhaha....feel more warmth lor.......Next,if the guy finds that some guys are dancing v.close to the gal's back,like grinding le.Coz sumtym guys like to do that de lor,purposely dance v.close deDen here,the guy cannot hum ji le.Bend ur arms den ur elbow will protrude out den push the guy away wif ur elbow.u cannot be scared de coz sometimes the other guy will get the signal and dance far away lor.For eg,last nite,my darling and i dancing.Den at my darling's back got a guy dance freaking close.I protrude my elbow and protrude and he still dun wan move so i purposely nudge him a few times.He looked back and saw my gf and me so he knew he no chance den he go dance far far away le.

On dancefloor,guys tend to be scared to get into trouble so they juz keep quiet.Which is totally wrong.To be frank,most clubbing guys are friendly in nature,juz that they are horny only.For eg,last nite,got a guy dance until v.high den his shoulders keep on moving at fast speed,almost gg to hit my darling's face le.I immediately tell the guy lor.Either tell the guy or move away,but if no space,den u muz tell le.

In conclusion,if u are a guy who accompany gals to dancefloor,do not ever leave the gals to dance alone.Secondly,dun be so hum ji.Be more confidence.If u feel sth is not right,move away or tell the invader lor.Bouncers are there for a reason la.Let the gals feel more protected.Exert ur right la.DUn be a sissy and juz keep quiet lor.

gee....just came back from range....so so tired....dad made a big mistake lor.....he thought i am at Changi Naval Base so went there,but i actually at Tuas Naval Base.One end of Singapore to d other end.Told him long time ago le yet he still go there so bo pian,i came home myself lor.....journey long lor........haiz......

Anyway,there are feedbacks frm frenz that my first entry on clubbing stuff is good thus,i decided to continue the series of clubbing info......Today,i shall talk abt how a guy can attract a gal to dance DECENTLY............

Firstly,clothing wise.Personally.When i go to small clubs like coccolatte,i wear a normal graphic tee and stuff.nth to fanciful abt it.But for big clubs like MoS or Zouk,i normally wear a long sleeve shirt.It is like occasion thingy lor.Abit over the top for pple to wear long sleeve shirt for small clubs bahz.But like i said le,it is my own personal opinion.I also dun like to wear fanciful accessories like wad necklace or bracelet or cap etc. lor.........Seriously,clubs are not the best place to flaunt all ur blings-blings lor.wan show,go show in d daylight bahz.Another thing is that it is v.dangerous lor.Those heavy necklaces swinging arnd.........Oh yes,if u intend to wear a singlet to show off those pathetic muscles,pls trim the armpit hair.......it is highly gross to see a clump of 'seaweed' prodding out lor.....Eeyere......

Secondly,it is the mentality wise.For me,i realli juz go club and enjoy the music.Whether have gals or not,they are considered bonus to me.It is true.Gals can read guys' mind easily.It can be seen easily whether u are gg to club for gals.I mean of coz la,can't deny guys go club for gals de but the problem is conceal that monster urge of yours well la.Don't once go dancefloor,the horns immediately pop out.Enjoy the music first.Gals will actually look out for guys who are enjoying themselves instead of juz standing there on d dancefloor,occupying the space and not dancing and juz searching for the next target.Coz when gals dance till v.boring,they will start to get abit playful by teasing guys using flirtatious dance moves lor.So best to go and enjoy the music.For eg,when in clubs,i realli often see guys like juz standing there and not dancing at all.It is realli v.irritating.It is v.obvious they are searching for gals.Coz when gals who wear exposing clothes or dance until v.sexy,they start to stare at the gals and get touchy and stuff,straight away.

tip:enjoy the music,NOT the gals.....lolx.....

Thirdly,be a gentleman,not a wolf.Ask the gal for a dance.Dun juz simply grab the gal's hands or put ur arms arnd them.It is v.offensive.If the gal is in bad mood,she can simply juz shout,'molest'. and there u go,the next time u see her,will be in court le.Haha.Juz ask la.Of coz,if u scared u will get rejection den play by eyes lor.Inch slowly closer to the gal.Observe the gal's reaction.See whether she got get evasive or not lor.If she like starts to move away,stop ur approach.Some gals are realli out there to have good clean fun and not be a sheep where u wolves can haf ur hands all arnd them.So dun spoil their fun,i have seen cases where gals are just fed up wif guys getting their hands and bodies so close to them and they juz leave the dance floor.Simply detest these guys who chased gals away who are there for good clean fun.If the gal nv move or wad,slowly advance forward.Seize the chance and ask her for a dance.If she says no den move on lor.Dun be persistence lor.No means no.So back off.

One more thing,when dance,be mindful of wad u are doing.Dun haf ur hands all arnd her or wad.Start by holding waist and stuff.Realli hate guys who juz simply run their hands all arnd the gal,taking advantage of them.Of coz,can't deny there are indeed lecherous guys arnd that will do that lor even if the gal is unwilling.

Think that's abt all bahz.If there are any more things,i will add on to it le.

Hope the guys can pick up some clean points from it.....hehe.......