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Sunday, June 25, 2006


OKok,pple have been saying my entries mostly on clubbing so i shall now talk more about my course in navy bahz.

My course is sea soldier course.Alot of pple first impression is that it is just another guard position.But they are wrong.My course is relatively brand new coz we are recently brought under navy wing.Last time,it was under army.WHich mean navy base protected by army personnel so now SAF changed the system.Our course is physically and mentally tiring.We haf runs in the morning den swimming in the afternoon.Eg.We have to swim in long fold for about 100m then thread water for 5 min. and den haf a confident jump of 3m high platform.Timing for running 2.4km must be below 9.45 min.We have fire fighting course,how to deal with bombs,chemical warfare,urban warfare,basic seaman course etc.Our course is very all rounded which is good coz we learning things that are practical in our life.After pass out,most pple become guards.Some may be posted to sea and some posted to land.For rest,they can go for the sgt course which is 4 weeks and another 4 wks of on-the-job training.The course itself is 3 mths.So total we need 5 mths to become sgt.

For my batch,it is kinda special.Directly posted to sea soldier course only haf 16 pple.I one of the 16 la.But the next day,we have about 58 pple coming in from the combat system side coz that side overflood with pple so navy posted them here.But normally for this course,we will haf coporals to hold posts in the squadron but this intake dun haf,so the 1st 16 pple who directly posted here become the i/c of respective appointment.of coz,we abit angry coz some of us hold double or triple posts while the rest who posted in late dun haf to be i/c.I go haf a chat with the sgt.Den they seem to be hinting that we 16 pple have chances to be sergeants and that is why we hold impt posts.For sea soldier,best to hold as sgt.Firstly,pay is good.Additional 50.Secondly,if got pple confinement,u might be spared unless u on duty that wkend lo.Tat is why i decided to push myself to be sgt.I mean Navy specialist,how cool is that.

Another good thing is that we get to book out every fri. evening den book in sunday night.Food is good.My sleeping quarter freaking near sea.If i throw sth out of the window,it will confirm hit the sea.Sea breeze is good.If anyone wan to listen to sea winds,feel free call me.Thirdly,alot of free time.Normally,we be given free time from 6pm to 10pm lo.4 hours!!!WOahz.Can watch tv and stuff but training is extremely tough.

But one bad thing abt this course is that they gif confinement like as if it is free.Imagine u confined.Can only go home at 7am on sunday while others book out fri. afternoon.The feeling damn freaking low lo.So i decided le.My main aim is to get thru the course without confinement.haha.........

'Why suddenly become so cold to me?'

Date:25th June 2006
Time:5.30pm

~ { 6/25/2006 05:17:00 PM }
surrounded by colours of the rainbow;


Saturday, June 24, 2006


Yeahz.....today is my 19th birthday.Happy birthday to me.haha.I book out yesterday at arnd 5.30pm den went out wif my parents to eat dinner.Den at night,went DXO with nich ngern,idzham,mich kuek,shiwen,lynette,shi ting and xuemei.We all there to support Xuemei's party lo.Quite bad la.turnout v.poor.First tym i see dance floor got gals mre than guys de.In the end,all of us watch soccer.then xuemei came over and pass us more than 30 drinking coupons so we decided to order all the drinks.Coz in DXO,the drink coupons can only order gin tonic,whiskey,brandy,vodka and bourbon den add with sprite,coke etc. la.Except no juices.So we end up wif all the diff. mixtures.hahaz.Drink till siaoz lo.Lucky not much pple in 2nd lvl so we had all the sofa to ourselves.So pro.haha.den they were saying i spending my birthday first hour drinking.Maybe signifying tat i gg to club alot this year.Hahaz.but i seriously doubt so.Sick of clubbing.Now mostly go club and drink only.Den the council gals wan to see how i fish.i was like how freaking long i fish lo.I nv fish since i get to know a gal.But they forced me la.They picked a gal frm 2nd lvl den i went dwn to dance floor to get.i told the gal that they having a dare for me and etc.In the end,get her hp. no. and dance for awhile den i went upstair to join the grp.Hahaz.

We went off early at arnd 2.30am coz seriously,the party sux.No crowd.No one at all.Lucky my frenz arnd there sia.Or else i wun go at all lo.

Morning,wake up.Slack at home.Pack my stuff.Shall tell u all more abt my new unit in my next entry bahz.Evening,went watch movie with my frenz.garfield 2 damn freaking funny lo.....try to watch bahz....

10 more min. b4 my birthday ends.......

I lend one wish to shinling le so i haf 2 mre wishes only.

My first wish is to do well in my course and try to be the best trainee of the course.

My second wish is a secret and it is gotta to do with one gal :p

Ciaoz....shall update u pple mre abt my new unit.

Date:24th June 2006 (my birthday)
time:11.50pm

~ { 6/24/2006 11:37:00 PM }
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Sunday, June 18, 2006


Before go DXO,went taka eat with ian and huixiang.Then shun bian drop by and see guan zhen.She working there with angie.They like quite slack.No one and they just sit around.But if can work with frenz,best lo.Not like me.Work le,have to make new frenz.very sianz de.haha.

After that went DXO.sianz.Go support my frenz party since he put me on guestlist and t nighti get in for free so might as well.

Went in early wif Huixiang and Ian coz we want watch soccer.Lucky we go second level,vip room to watch.The dancefloor became a mini ROCK concert.The 'rockers' juz keep on screaming into the microphone.Affects our mood to watch soccer but lucky got glass panel to soften the screaming.Then suddenly got this guy from wad cascade company came and chat wif us.Think some sort of an event company.Then gif us namecards,want us to msg him our email add. so he can add us.No thanx siaz.I semi-retiring from clubbing life.realli sianz le.

After the portugal vs. iran match,HX and me went down.Woahz.totally packed.As in the bar area,the dancefloor wasn't clear yet as the rock concert platform need to be removed.The party like NYJC reunion lo.So many NY pple.Everyone i go,haf to says hi and stuff.councillor old habit.haha.slowly,my platoon pple start streaming in.Den suddenly,received this msg.This gal is magdalene frenz called yen den she need tix and she gg in alone.Sianz.I hate to be unofficial runner de.HAf to travel up and down to settle tix.Then went out DXo den this gal came up to me.'Hi,remember me?I from NYJC and i am the gal who msg u juz now.'i was like okay.I never seen tat gal b4 in NYJC la den she says she knows me and stuff.Didn't know i tat famous in NYJC lo.Kidding la.Think because i councillor.Photos past all over the sch.haha.Invited her to go up to 2nd lvl since she alone then she my frenz's frenz.Juz nice she came to watch soccer also den might as well.

Went up to rejoin my frenz.Started to buy jugs.Didn't know one jug cost $42 but that time is 1-for-1 but also ex lorz.I go cocco,one jug only 32 den also one for one.Guess that is the diff. between big and small clubs.Buy a few jugs.So many pple shared.actually quite shiok to sit 2nd lvl.Look down is the dancefloor.woahz.Realli alot of guys siaz.Then my friends started to look for gals and stuff frm above.then we play a game called 'signal and search'.Meaning,2 guys go down in dance floor.Den few of us above directing them to go where to get gals/Hahaz/.Chaoz lame.In the end,most gals taken up.My frenz,he realli despo.I can see the grp of gals abit irritated by his dance and stuff.He still wan go so close.I juz stand back and look at how the gals became fed up and left.funny sight.

ANywya,after the match,went down to dance abit then go home.Very tired.Think not bad to go club and see interesting incidents lo.As in clubs realli show the negative side of human life.See the lust of guys and the playfulness of gals.Hahaz.So think most probably go club but dun dance and juz sit arnd and watch episodes unfold bahz.

Being posted to navy and had to report to Changi Naval Base tomorrow morning which signifies the end of my block leave.Spent alot of money siaz.but good la.Meet up wif alot of friends but only got 1 regret.Nv go out wif her bahz.But well,guess life's like that.Hahaz.Well.Navy,here i come.....

Date:18th June 2006
Time:2.00pm

~ { 6/18/2006 12:49:00 PM }
surrounded by colours of the rainbow;


Thursday, June 15, 2006


Last night went Phuture early.Coz Isaac and his friends dun wan to squeeze into the crowded dancefloor.

It was partially empty coz everyone was glued to the match between Spain vs Ukraine.V.impressive performance.Can try Spain to win the world cup.

The music started off when the match ended.Went to Zouk to get drinks coz lesser pple.I now hook on the drink called Vodka+Orange.Can try la.the Orange flavour neutralise the vodka strong flavour so quite sweet drink.And the orange juice they use is Sunkist so even better.Then went back to phuture.They had this song called 'Tevin Campbell-can we talk'.Damn nice.Lucky isaac had and he sent me.The song is original version so v.soothing and the lyrics v.meaningful.Shall use one of the chorus as my ending quote for the entry.

Start to dance and stuff.Phuture music on and off de.One song can be v.hot den the next song v.lousy.Only when arnd 1am plus den the music started to get better.Then i saw my older brother la.Totally shock.He was wif 5 gals and 1 mre guy.Then at first,he like cannot recognise me but i told him i his freaking brother den he realised.I shocked la.The group of gals dancing beside me v.long le.Then the gals started giggling and stuff,knowing i his little brother.BUt he later escape to Velvet Underground which i cannot enter.Wah lau.V.embarrassing to bump into ur own brother in club mehx.haha.Esp. when ur bro is a hot guy.Haha.kidding.

Went back home coz v.tired.Going to have big bang at DXO this sat. with my platoon mates so wan to reserve energy for that siaz.One big table for ourselves.Coolz.Drinking session.hahaz.

This morning,woke up early to go Bishan play street soccer.So freaking long since i touch the football.hahaz.Play with a grp of Catholics boys.They damn good lo.Think i getting old.hahaz.A grp of army boys almost get trashed.Lucky we get our acts tgt.Hahaz.

My holidays going to end soon le.....argh.....sianz.....

'Can we talk for a minute
Girl I want to know your name'

Date:15th June 2006
Time:4.50pm

~ { 6/15/2006 04:02:00 PM }
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Tuesday, June 13, 2006


Haiz...sianz....fail my first attempt of driving test.Wake up very early to get ready for my big day.Went SSDCL early to get myself ready and settled down.HAd my warm up lesson and feels good overall.My driving is smooth but just that i pick up speed too fast and furious.Tester might feel unsafe.That is what my instructor advised me.

HAd route 10 as my test route.Test route 10 supposed to be the easiest coz the U turn is not sharp and gradual.I saw my tester.He one freaking old and experienced guy.I got a bad feeling when i saw him siaz.I was the first to be called down to my car.He very steady.Not need clipboard or anything.Empty handed and sit in front.First obstacle was my Directional change.I forget my area there has a slight slope den i keep on thinking i strike kerb so kip on checking.Then i think in the end,he fed up den tell me there is a slope there so tell me to accelerate mre.die.But lucky my crank course,Vertical parking,parallel parking,slope,E brake....all pass.No demerit points.Had 6 points deducted at the directional change coz i had many additional reverse movement.Nabei.Nv occur to me there is a slope there.

Went out on the road.Traffic jam which is good la.Can control my speed.I find my driving smooth lehx.Then one big thing occur.At a traffic junction,an old malay woman is waiting to cross the road but the light flash a red man and the green light means i can move on.I juz turn left without slowing down.Wah seh.That one immediate failure coz i nv gif way to pedestrian.I was like WTH siaz.The red man is on and the old lady has stopped lo.I damn pek chey.

In the end,i fail becoz of that immediate failure.Then he said i slow in moving off.wah kao eh.I immediately move off lo den sum mre so smooth.I nv had such a smooth driving.Sianz.I think becoz i young la.i still 18 years old lo.Think they wan to be stricter with us or else too many young pple on the street den accidents more coz reckless.Haiz.....I tihnk my grp of 10.Only one pass.Got one young lady drive auto car and she commits 2 immediate failure lo.den i also saw one young pretty lady cried quite badly.want to go and console her but i maintain my Mind-Your-Own-Business altitude.Hahaz.tough luck den.

Meet up with cheryl.It has been eons since i meet up with her.Had a good chat wif her over lunch.She likes become a player le siaz.'Toying' wif guys and stuff.no gd no gd.hahaz.but i practically like her this statement which i shall use it to end my entry here.

'I had learnt to be more independent while guys are more dependent on me.'

Time:6.55pm
Date:13 June 2006

~ { 6/13/2006 06:48:00 PM }
surrounded by colours of the rainbow;


Sunday, June 11, 2006


Last night,went to ROcky Master with isaac,jeremy and alvin to watch England Vs. Paraguay.Game was a boredom siaz.We all end up chatting about Army.hahaz.DOubt England can win world cup.

After that,went to DXO.First time going there then heard got party so thought might as well go and check it out.The lay out not bad.Except it is very crowded.It reminds me of Chinablack in its prime.Then saw Eileen and ian.They like almost everywhere la.where-ever i go club,i like always bump into them lorz.From MOS to Liquid Room to DXO,they realli clubbing couple and coincidentally,yesterday was her birthday so wish her den go to one corner le.hahaz.

Music is kinda coolz.But,it seems as if the DJ just download the songs from Areslite and played.To me is okay la,not too bad but jeremy said that the music is def. lousier than liquid room.As usual,dancefloor flooded with guys trying to hook up gals.Then just nice,above dancefloor,got one big tv screen showing t&t vs swenden so i juz stand and watch.My frenz wan go have a drink so i told them i juz stay put coz our spot realli v.gd.Gd to watch and also,got gals around.hahaz.Then suddenly,an influx of guys juz chiong in la.they start jostle and stuff.Of coz,i pissed la.Then got 2 malay gals dancing nearby,not bad looking,saw me v.pissed.think they also v.pissed.They went from middle of the dancefloor to my area which is somewhere infront.They told me to go out of the dancefloor and watched so i would not get push around.Den i told them,it's okay.they suddenly ask me want dance.I rejected them.Wah seh.It was only after 10 min. later then i realised what i did sia.I never reject a gal for dance before and yet i did it last night.Don't know what is wrong with me.but no worry,i am not turning into gay.

Anyway,saw my army frenz.Then right between us,got this gal whom seems to be drunk dancing crazily.But she is on the plump side.So i had a bet with my frenz to take her on for a dance la.But in the end,we drop the idea becoz it is simply too risky a move.Hahaz.Coz she realli danced too crazily and wildly.We may simply juz drop dead and die if get whacked by her swinging arms.

Left DXO early at arnd 2.30am.Maybe trying the new butter factory next week.Heard rave reviews about it.Well,till then,see ya......

Date:11 June 2006
Time:1.34pm

~ { 6/11/2006 11:36:00 AM }
surrounded by colours of the rainbow;


Thursday, June 08, 2006


geez.What a busy 3 days for me.

Monday was Passing Out reheasal all the way.Morning wake up.Still feeling Okay.No fever.Nth at all.But then,after lunch,i noticed that i felt cold suddenly.Then whole body weak.I quickly went back bunk to take my temperature.Woahz......My temperature was 39 degree celsius.wanted to just rest and skip the afternoon rehearsal but i would be taken out of the drill squad if i don't attend.Then i says i can join but my drill instructor says he would not allow becoz of my high temperature.HAd a talk with him but he still won't budge.I mean i was one of the main 30 who won the competition.Why should i let a reserve esp. one who did not do anything and only wayang infront of everyone to take my place?I would not take this laying down lorz.But when i dragged my feets up the stairs,suddenly i was being called back.Apparently,my drill instructor decided to let me join,seeing my determination.

So i participated in the rehearsal.Then in the midway,i got running nose.A serious one.Den headache set in but i juz bite my teeth and ran thru the procedure.In the evening time,my whole body already numbed.I got a heavy flu.I decided to report sick and spent the night at the sick bay coz i dun wan to spread my flu to other pple in my bunk.It would be a very selfish act.So i was sent packing to the sick bay.The place there was totally scary.Alot of pple were on drip.They looked as if they dying lahz.Damn freaking scary.But i juz quietly sleep on my bed with my handphone as my company.THe place is realli damn boring.Strangers all around me.No one i can talk to.So rely on my handphone to msg someone lo.....thank you siaz.....

Next morning,woke up and felt better.Was allowed to discharge.Everyone was like relieved to see me coming back.Haiz.Feel disappointed i could not spend my last Tekong night with my BMT mates but well,we will regret some things in life de bahz....

Now,feeling better and i POP lorz!!!!
Private Loh signing off here....

~ { 6/08/2006 09:52:00 PM }
surrounded by colours of the rainbow;


Sunday, June 04, 2006


This week considered a roller coaster ride for me bahz.On tuesday,we had our drill competition in the morning.THen in the afternoon,right before our 16km route march,we were announced the champion.Everyone was like damn happy la.The whole company rejoiced and our route march was like in a very high spirited de.But at the 12km restpoint where we had our dinner.Our platoon sergeant gathered all the drill squad pple.Then he announced that scorpion coy who was the runner up was not happy coz the only judge was our coy sergeant major.They gave us 2 choices:give up the title to them or to have a rematch.We had no says coz they brought the matter up to the biggest head in tekong so bo pianz,we agreed to rematch coz we were not champion for nth.But that totally spoiled our mood.At night,had our first chat on phone with her.Hope there were many more calls to come bahz......haha.

The next day,we had a rematch.At first we tot we would lose for good.Coz their drillx were quite good.all the movements were not bad and we had a cockster in our squad who kept on making mistakes.We were given the morning off while the rest had the pAssing out parade.Then in the afternoon,we were announced the champion once again and this time by a bigger margin.The victory was much more sweeter than the first one.We were truly the champion....

Next big thing comes the 24km route march which was considered the last obstacle before we can pass out.Coz in the morning,we had Passing out rehearsal under the hot freaking sun,so by the time,we marched the 8km.Everyone was dead shagged lorz.But everyone realli endured.At the lat 4km,everyone spirit was damn high.We keep on saying we are the best.It was at that point i truly feel the team spirit.It was at that point that i felt that it was worthwhile to complete that 24km even thou my blisters had developed at both my feet and they hurtz like hell.

Passing out on tuesday lehz.I would realli miss my tekong mates here.After POP,i going to have a 11 days' block leave.I would use that time to recuperate and also to train up my phyical fitness.And also,realli ask her out this time.....

Time:5.57pm
Date:4 June 2006

~ { 6/04/2006 05:45:00 PM }
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