I have changed.......... Today had a small talk with idzam in council room and he said that alot of councillors said i have changed quite alot since last year so i did a little reflection to see whether it is true......
Past: I used to be a very low confident person bahz.I know alot of people may not believe but i don't really dare to face a huge crowd bahz........I can only joke to my own class people de and when i go around,i would not dare to talk a stranger.I am also no confident of myself and i think it is also why i did not have a girlfriend bahz.I always think myself very ugly and no gals will like me de so i always don't dare to approach a gal i like bahz and i get very embarrased easily.I crack too much lame jokes that i go overboard and irritate people.
Now: I now quite confident when handling big crowd.I am able to make friends easily lorz,I can just sit next to a complete stranger in lecture and start talking de but that may be due to the fact i am in student council so more or less,people have heard abt us larz.Council has really made me grow up lorz.i used to be not sensitive towards people feelings but now,i will stop and think abt it bahz but my suaning power is still intact so beware...........i also cut down on my jokes and be serious in my work thus,people still trust me lots of stuff la since i am the secretary.However,i am still having problems in jioing gals lehz....lolz....i scared kanna rejected then die liaoz....lolz...
Yup,all of u now know a little bit of me liaoz so i shall stop here.... I shall tell more abt me when i have the time.Ciaoz
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