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Saturday, February 05, 2005
My frustration
Float thingy is finally coming to an end but alot of things happen while in the process of doing the float........

My job: Cheerleading,float and budget proposal

Your Job:drama

I am talking about the execution part,not the planning process.

Yes,i am not saying you not doing your job but if you notice my job above, have you notice how taxed i am? I gotta run around buying stuff, stay back late to do the float and the cheerleading? Have you ever noticed why i have to keep shuttling between the float and the cheerleading while you just sit there and do your drama? yes,it is my fault and my complanency but at least i try my best to finish a job.
I skip council meeting today and i am sure tongues are wagging behind.If you have ever noticed,our house is the most taxed coz we have the cheerleading.I am thoroughly exhausted.How i wish i can be like you where u can juz go home right after rehearsals.I can't.I have to stay back rehearsals to do the float? Have you seen the cuts and scratches i suffer while doing the float?Have you seen the sweat that i dripped while doing the float?Have you ever think how much i do to do a proper budget proposal?I have tests too but i put this project as my priority.Did i like grumble that i have alot of homework?I have actually alot of homework but i still stay back and do my float.
I don't really like it when you just walk around,strutting your stuff while me,struggling between cheerleading and float.
Sorrie if i offended you in my blog but hey,it is my blog.It is my world and if you are unhappy,juz back off.This is the true feelings i bottled up for very long time.I know you will not like it but hey,juz treat it as my feelings and meant for my eyes la.Sorrie.Feel much beta after sprouting so many.......

*thIs Is MeAnT fOr anger and frustration only but i have many happiness while doing this thing so i shall blog later about my happiness.kkz?So don't worry,i am fine now.Shall blog abt that in the nite.Ciaoz.*

~ { 2/05/2005 08:40:00 AM }
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