Haiz.....things took a worst turn today....

I went to National Dental Centre this morning to get my tooth fix.Sianz.Now toothless....muz wait for 1 more mth b4 i can put on the braces.....

Heard that the plt sgt announces that becoz of me not asking him permission b4 i report sick,now,everyone has to go see the MO of Tuas medical centre if wan to report sick......seriously,muz u says it is becoz of me,then now suddenly changed.....i tot isn't it always a standard procedure to do that anyway?Beside,i also came back and mount duty despite me still having flu........u are juz trying to take advantage of the situation to turn the whole plt against me wad......

To me,u are seriously a coward.....u dun deserve to be a plt sgt at all,if u haf to says against me,says it in my face.....and says becoz u wan me to change,not becoz u wan to suan or insult me.....seriously,only a coward will talk behind my back and spreading influence pple to hate me even more....u are not a man....a coward,hiding behind....u ask urself,whether do u deserve the post as a plt sgt??

Seriously,i am trying v.hard to make peace with the plt since the incident that we trying to change the old bird-new bird system.......But dun knw why,nth seems to work.I am often feeling v.stress......i realli wan to juz escape frm everything......maybe juz changed plt?changed to rhibs?I realli dun knw wad to do le......i tried my best,to do everything nice nice and yet................

Nth juz seem to work........i am realli at my wits end le.......I realli dun wan to stay in a plt where everyone hates me lor.......seriously,i am suffocating.........the plt suddenly looks so scary....like when i enter the bunk,everyone like wan to devour me and tear me to pieces........

How?can someone pls help me??