Juz return frm base.....

Next wk standby week lor....yeah....time to do some CNY shopping.....hehe.........

Seriously,i need one long sleeve shirt and one t-shirt and one pair of jean and one pair of shoes and viola!!! haha........

was searching thru my msn and saw this subnick:keep a smile on your face when u are dying inside,juz for e sake of supporting others...........

I ponder it for awhile and it makes all sense.Especially for pple like me.......

Alot of pple see me as the bright sunny guy who often bring laugher to others.......but how many actually know whether am i realli that happy inside?How many pple actually know that i am crying inside when i appeared to be smiling and jovial everytym.........

I often appear to be the happy nut coz i dun wan pple to feel sad arnd me or to be bothered by my problems.i want them to feel happy and easy with me.....not always consoling me or listening to my woes......i am the type of person who rather keep my problems close to me rather than saying it out.......In a way,it is a bad thing coz sumtym the problems are so heavy that i often feel like dying...........I am selfish coz i dun wan pple to worry abt me...........I rather i help others than others helping me..................

Was on the bus with fuzhi.....i blurted out sth: Without hopes,we will not be disappointed.....or rather the higher the hope,the harder u will fall..........

Don't know.....i mean hope is often view as positive thing.....sth that keep one gg.......like hoping the gal one is jioing to be his gf,hoping to get into a good uni etc....all positive things......

But wad if one nv get what he hopes for,how disappointed will one be? So won't it be better if one dun hope for anything so he wun get disappoint?

Well....so is hope good or bad?

Only u urself can judge for urself.......