Today is first day of standby week......

I realised as a guard comm.,i have to make many sacrifices.....like today,i cannot take d first bus out becoz i have to learn the software for the CCTV.............

I also realised my plt always kanna the sai kang thingy....like this sat.,we have to send pple to CNB for NAvy day....den the next standby gt the biggest sai kang-CNB open house.....wkend burnt lor.....sianz sianz sianz......

Today also officially signify the end of my dear's exam. *massage*

Now,she having gals' nite out at K-ster....den here i am,blogging alone,cold and lonely....hehe...kidding lahz....guess it is her time to unwind le bahz.......

To me,my job has ended...............

Yeah!

Yeah.....Finally standby le......den also signal d end of dear dear exam.....yeah! Double Yeah!!

this duty cycle can consider quite fast for me bahz.Coz firstly,stay in so time fly even faster.secondly,i whole day learning to be guard comm. or can also says i like PA for the stepping down guard comm lor....hehe....so time realli fly.......

Hmm,seriously,stay in is actually similar la.I think it is better coz i can get more slp but also not good coz i can't chat with my dear online le lor..... :( but then,haiz,dun knw la.....stay in also like that,stay out also like that,no diff. bahz.......heng is that dear dear exam le,or else cannot spring surprises le......so still quite okay lor........

Well......sometimes one shld get into a relationship to knw oneself better bahz......i often wonder to myself,am i realli self-centred or selfless? Like for today,i also didn't know i be willing to sacrifice so much for my dear.......booking out to get some drinks for her and den some snacks for her to chase away the study blues......i often tot myself as a selfish guy,always putting myself first......but in this relationship,i truly understand how i often can compromise my own self to place my dear interest infront......but well,can says it is becoz she is my dear wad.....but for friends,i dun knw lehx......*shrugs* felt that i did not do so much for my frenz thou :(

Well,my dear exam ending le,some burden off my load le.and yeah,she finally can relax after a mth of study stress le.....hehe......she finally can fly away le.............*wink*

Phew.....1st wk of duty almost coming to an end.........
This could be considered one of my most busiest cycle bahz.....

Got alot of learning to be done,guard 2,den have to be ammo i/c etc.....so tired.....so busy....but lucky got someone i can rely on....*thanx.....

Stay in first wk act. not so bad....coz partly maybe my dear having exam so quite okay.....slping wise,not much a prob coz i brought my fav. bolster into base,or shld be 2nd fav. coz now,my fav. bolster is.......*shy* Now,in bunk,is either i read some magazines or i juz study my stuff lor....guard com...alot of things to study de.....yeah!.....finally can use some brain juice le.....hehe......

Went MoS last nite with HX and co......not bad sia....VIP status den can enter Champagne Tattinger or sth.....not bad to chill out coz got it's own bar,not nid to squeeze with 1st lvl packed bar lor.......hhehe....their long island tea quite unique,nv drink b4 de as compared to zouk de..........i still prefer zouk de...........

Basically,that is d case for this wk lor............

Shall update next wk bahz.....

Ciaoz..........

Hmm.....today.....after blogging the previous entry,i went to temple to pray.....for my darling exam and also for my safety in base.....

den went NTUC to get my stay in stuff den send dear to my house to study......

Hmm....this pretty much sum up my sunday....may be boring to other pple but to me,it is v.meaningful coz i am accompanying my dear to study for exam......

:) *gd luck dear......*

Gee....today marks d end of my standby week which means i am going to stay in tmr le.......

Seriously,i try to have much fun as possible this wk but i realise there has to be a limit too coz it is not says i dun have any standby week anymore le wad so yahz,suddenly awoke and limited my enjoyment........

THis wk mainly is to accompany my dear studying for her exam.Shuttle between her uni and my base and my house.......lolx.......

Yesterday,went to meet up my JC frenz,ALson,Yisheng and Isaac and Brenda.......I realised how long i have never being to ORchard le.....gee........getting country bumpkin-ed.......Den went down to Clarke Quay.....we all arhz.....darn indecisive lor......like walk abit den stop and den talk abt where to chill....lolx....in d end,settled at crazy elephant.......well....can says realli not my type bahz,d live band there.....all d songs....i realli know nuts abt it......lolx........

Den 12 plus,i chao liaoz......hehe.......

TOday....today den blog bahz............................

Gee......today went to crash my dear dear econs lecture at NUS.My dear dear often wants me to pei her go lect. den juz nice today she alone go lect. den i got off so not nid go back base so i juz pei her to lect.

It seems eons since i step into a lecture theatre.Realli brought back the college memories when we have mass lect. at LT 4 for our econs.Hmm.....juz miss those days.

Then i saw eliza in the theatre too.Den i also saw mallery leong but nv said hi coz i only saw her at the end of lect.Den i went NUS den meet alot of my frenz.Let's recap whom i met.
I met 1)eliza,2)mallery,3)kaiwei,4)xinyi,5)xueying,6)Li Ping.but wad a coincidence is that i met my sec. sch frenz,Cherine lor.....i almost forget her name.....lolx........wad a reunion bahz......

Den went to watch TNMT with her den send her home coz she having exam soon le.....gd luck worz :)

NExt is the big news.I am gg to stay in soon.Starting frm next wk,so haiz.....wait till den i blog abt how i feel.....

Seriously,i feel sucky,realli sucky.......9 mths and 28 days more to ORD..........and counting........

Phew....the truth is finally out.....i will be posted to seaside.....

Actually,when i heard the news,i had a shock.It is true initially i wanted to go seaside.Coz firstly,i get to learn how to drive RHIBS and den secondly,i wan to learn sth in my National Service and den i also not that bonded with the plt so no harm gg.However,as i had done a few cycles with the plt,i slowly develop a bond with them.Slowly,whether i gg to RHIBS doesn't matter at all,in fact,i dun wish to go RHIBS le but as fate beckons,mr gary got some operations and initially,he was the candidate to go for seaside but becoz of the op,he can't go anymore so i have to go in place of him since the seaside need one more sgt..........

Well,the dust has finally settled.Seriously,i hate changes.Hate to change to a new environment when i am so used to the old one............Guess life is like that,the only thing that is constant in life is changes.......haiz........

Sorrie sorrie,v.long nv blog.....

This duty cycle cld consider as a mentally exhausting for me bahz........Mr Gary Had an minor operation but attn c for 3 wks so i,the only newbie sgt left was tasked to be magazine spec for this whole duty cycle and also to do reports.....sianz.......

Wad bother me most is the uncertainty of my position.....actually Mr Gary supposed to go seaside but he got this stupid op den left me but PC like dun wan to cfm so said wait for Gary to come back and den 3 of us discuss who to go seaside.....sianz....i hate uncertainty....it is like wad u plan for the future all comes to nothing but of coz,this is wad life is......alot of things are uncertain and guess we juz haf to stick thru it..........

I realise i am the person that need praises and recognition sometimes........i mean it feels quite gd if someone praises u if u have done sth gd .....i am not trying to says egoistic here but dun u find that it is easier to scold rather than to praise? Go figure out bahz.........

sianz....today is a black black day for me.........i had only 5 hrs of slp....den in d morning,after one shift of duty den i can actually slack all e way......but.....

Firstly,was pushed the sai kang of clamping pple cars and booking other pple vehicle.....den got one officer come and kpkb me....i was like -diaoz-.....dun make ur problems my problems lor.......i can actually book him de but i lazy sia....alrdy so many cars kanna booked le.....

Then somemore,the sun is like extremely hot and blazing......realli juz add on to my misery.......den hungry coz the booking thingy is round d base and is arnd lunch time.By the time,i reached guardhouse,it was like 1 pm plus le....hungry and hot lor........

Haiz.....sick of my life.....only you that keeps me going........