gee.....last standby was indeed a busy one for me........Navy Openhouse.....woah....a killer..........

Monday was spent at changi for training den thursday went to expo to set up 14 tentages and den friday,sat. and sunday doing duty le lor.....

Was surprised to see some of my frenz there lor......saw cheryl koh,patrica and kenneth teow...............one primary sch,one sec. sch,one JC frenz....lolx.......frenz frm diff. educational stages....hehe.....

Today went to shop arnd at Orchard.....Saw a no. of things that set me thinking......

Firstly,i saw some guys with outrageous hairstyles asking pple for donations.Seriously,i have qualms over punk fashion but wearing that to ask for donations is a big no-no bahz.Imagine a young punk coming towards u to ask for donations.
It sets me thinking on wad d charity is doing.I assume the charity sublet the job to other agency which in turns recruits pple without interview.Seriously,if one want to ask pple for donations,they shld wear more decently with a neat haircut bahz,not wad heavy chains hanging over and fringe covering one eye....i mean wth....wad are u trying to potray,it looks more like collecting protection fees bahz......

Secondly,this nth to do with orchard but more of an article i reading in newspaper.It is abt a youngster taking voyeur pic of a young gal.Seriously,the gal is not decently dressed anyway.It will create a sexual fantasy for the youngster bahz.I mean i always believe it takes 2 hands to clap.If u dun show ur flesh so easily,would a guy want to take pic? i also dun knw why some gals juz like to expose their flesh,i mean those overexpose de lahz........might as well go be a pornstar lor......

Bleahz....enuff said....go figure out

Gee.what a hectic week i had last week.........

Chill out with my dear last week coz i took leave to go on a chalet with her.A short getaway from the busy world out there coz after the chalet,both dear and me will be busy with our own stuff so we wanted to take this chance to give ourselves a well-deserved rest and also to energize ourselves b3fore we go chiong,chiong,chiog arhz(busy with our work in english translation).

Will also be busy with navy openhouse this weekend too....sianz....my standby week where my wkends supposed to be free de but in d end,so many sai kang.....sianz sianz sianz........

Last night,went to chill out with my friends at acid bar.......love the music there bahz,the guitarist is good and the singer not bad.....had fun la....order alot of liqeurs lor.......all of us order one glass each so we haf 8 pple so we have one glass of bailey's on r rock,kahlua on d rock,sour apple,peach schnappi,sea breeze,triple sec with lime juice,rusty nail and one more i forget wad is it le.....but i love bailey's lor.....like ice cream.....nice nice!!

Sometimes i simply love the times that i can juz sit arnd and chill.Chat with frenz,listen to music and juz watch the streets......v.peaceful and serene lor........

It's nice to juz slow down the pace of ur life and listen to the heartbeart of d city......it is always beating so fast and furious......but when one slow down and chill,u will feel v.relaxed and when u go off and do ur work again,u will feel v.refreshed lor.......all d tiredness will be gone.......gone to a far far away land.........

As i am typing this sudden urge of entry,tears are streaming dwn my cheeks....it has been eons since i cried......i know i may be a guy and guys shld not tear so easily but i am those emotional guys bahz....called me a sissy or a pussy for all u want but i realli dun care.......so wad if i cried......

I was reading my dear blog......i realised i realli failed myself as a boyfriend.So what if i am the guard comm.,it realli hurtx for me to read the emotional struggle my dear is suffering......sometimes i wonder is it a right choice to be a guard comm. whom everyone relies on.........

I was never there for her..........i was never there lending her the shoulder when she cries,never patiently listen to her sorrows........

Sometimes i juz hate myself for who i am.............

wad makes it worse is that my unit is tightening all d privileges....those politics behind....haiz/............i realli can't take it..........we hardly have one complete wkend to ourselves in one mth and there they all,happily taking all d welfare and privileges we once have............

But what realli makes me tear is how disappointing i am to my gf..........haiz.......

She bore dwn with so much problems and e least i could do is to lend her my listening ear,i told her she can call me anytime to pour me the sorrows and i muz be d first to know.....she done that but have i done d same as to provide her with a listening ear?No.....i hardly talk to her for 2 min. and my comm. set starts to bark and i have to attend to d matter in d base.....never once have i realised how anxious she is wanting to tell me all d probs........

Maybe my expectations of myself as a boyfriend is high *shrugs*
i am totally disappointed in myself. full stop.

gee....realli hectic first week of duty......

I now the temp. guard comm. coz i need to go thru a test b4 i formally become a guard comm.....

Hmm....i like 3-in-1 sgt lor......i guard comm,guard 2 and also magazine spec....realli taxing both physically and mentally....coz josiah now go on course and den not enuff spec to go arnd lor......

gee....realli learn alot of stuff under the -stepping down' guard comm..........

gee.juz 3 more days.......
3 more days to my respite.........

*grinz*

Gee....today last day of standby le.....

THis week could be considered one of my busiest but loving week bahz.....Juz nice my dear exam end on monday so practically been spending d whole of d week with her.....yup,no kidding,realli is whole week.....

Been out clubbing at phuture,meeting up with her frenz,cycling at east coast,sentosa to watch sunset,sandwich making........gee....realli love the simple stuff that we do tgt bahz.....

Sadly to says,all gd things come to an end..........BUT only temporarily hor....coz 16th May......haha.....shall tell u guys more when the days past.....hehe.......

Everytime at the last day of standby,i have this feeling that i dun wan to go back base lor......come to think abt it,9 more mths to go before i ORD le!! hehe....realli can't wait lor.....

Sianz,duty week soon le....haiz........but this duty cycle gg to be a short one lor.....hehe........coz coz.....i be taking leave next next week....whee!!!......Shall realli savour my leave lor.......as in realli 'savour' *grinz*

Anyway,i today went to Esplanade there....somehow i feel v.relaxed when facing water bahz.....coz i feeling abit stressed since i be undertaking guard commander next week le.....but seeing the water and coupled with my dear's love with me,i thoroughly feel at ease..............feel that the my dear has lifted the big rock on my shoulder and throw into the water and let the waves pushed the rock away lor......hehe......

It is also water that i get to know my dear....*sentosa*

So i simply love water!hehe

Today,went to see commissioning of RSS Formidable and NAvy day......

Den went to see dear in my no. 3 uniform coz she wanted to see wad.....

Den buy some dessert to make my mum in law happy lor.........

Den went to buy sandwich making materials at carrefour....

den went home to make sandwiches le den bring to colourful bridge to eat....can't tell u where la,or else alot of pple go den no mre peaceful times at the bridge le....haha......*bleahz*

Sometimes i feel that simple acts can bring out a greater self-satisfaction....no fanciful dinner,no expensive taste etc...........guess a simple couple juz need simple acts of love bahz.....hehe......

I juz love a simple life!

Today,weather surprisingly well in d afternoon.....

Went cycling with my dearie.....double bike de coz dear dun knw how to cycle den scared fall down coz will leave scars lor....*pouts*

Have so much fun lor.....

Den went to eat popiah but muz self wrapped de.........yummy!

How i wish every week is my standby week....den how i wish dear dear not nid to work and juz finish exam....lolx....whoo......blissful couple on d run lor.....haha....

can't wait for 16th may!!!

YeahIE!

How to make a Fei Fei

Ingredients: 5 parts friendliness 5 parts humour 3 parts instinct

Method: Add to a cocktail shaker and mix vigorously. Add a little curiosity if desired!

Username:

Personality cocktail
From Go-Quiz.com

How to make a Yong Cheng

Ingredients: 5 parts success 3 parts brilliance 5 parts energy

Method: Combine in a tall glass half filled with crushed ice. Serve with a slice of lustfulness and a pinch of salt. Yum!

This standby week past v.fast sia.......Now alrdy thursday le.....

Been accompanying my dearie this past few days........

WEnt to watch 200 pounds yesterday.............seriously,i dun realli quite agree to plastic surgery lor......but sumtym we juz have to admit that the world is juz so superficial abt it,so pple under the social pressure,they succumb to it and went under the knife.....however to me,i simply wan natural stuff bahz.......

The movie also brought out another problem and that is pple chasing the fame.....once pple get the fame,they will give up anything juz to hold on to the fame...........*shrug*

WEnt clubbing at the newly renovated phuture with my dear.....seriously,the sounds system is great but now they plug in 4 more amplifier,realli make the place v.loud and unbearable lor......my ears still ringing when i wake up.........

Oh yahz,another irritating thing to happen on dancefloor to add.It is not that i jealous of the dancers wannabe or wad....i realli do admit that their dancings are good but their dancings are suitable for the packed dancefloor lor.....if wan do,go their own dance studio......u jolly well knw the place is packed and yet still try to do those toopid moves,making the alrdy packed place more packed becoz of ur big big actions,realli v.irritating.....grrr....

had a fun time with my dear dear.......

tomorrow gg cycling le!!!!

Yeahz!!!!

Gee....juz went swimming....it has been ages since i swam........I simply love the cool refreshing water.....whenever,i am in d pool,i feel v.free and easy..........

After this standby week,i be very busy in base,holding multiple roles.........i realli need to relax my mind and body during this week or else i realli can collapse le bahz..........

It also has been awhile since i sat on a bus,plugging in my mp3 and juz watching the time go past on bus.......i often did that when i am in sec. sch and JC where days are alot slower.......

Was looking at my watch,it is like 1st of May.....9 mre mths before i ORD......time realli flew past,it seems that yesterday i juz enlist lor..........guess when one is numbed by love,time literally juz flew past den coupled with my stay-in,i can no longer count by days but only weeks bahz.....

I often will look back and see what i have achieved in the past 1 year,and seriously,other than getting the love of my life,i achieved nothing.............so am i considered a failure? *shrugs*