Gee......i dun knw wad shiet my plt is having bahz.....when other plt having their own standby,they like realli gt no sai kang to do for the week......

Whereas for my plt,this wk is like total shiet work.......Monday help plt 1 mount duty till tues....den today have to carry tentages here and there....wah seh.....realli sai kang coming in fast and furious.....

It is also a test of my own leadership skills.......coz the plt sgt not here today.....

Somehow i always think that i have adequate leadership in me.....but after today,i realise i still have a long way to go......

OC told me this sentence,'i give u one problem,u as a commander,find soln to solve it'.

i realise most of the time,i am the problem-giver and not a problem-solver in a way bahz.....As in,in my heart,i knw how to solve certain stuff but i juz dun knw or lazy to blurt it out??....or maybe i feel that if the task is given to someone else to do,maybe he can execute it better bahz......*shrugs*

I always believe in lead by example but as a guard comm.,it is not possible to do that.........

Thus,i try to show it by making sure my pple knw wad is happening arnd d base but pple will have otherwise thinkings,they think maybe i trying too hard.Some says why i dun wan delegate stuff to my Guard 2ic but i dun coz i dun wan to seem as if i am tekaning them and stuff,some things muz take one step at a time bahz.........

Sometimes i realise pple have diff. perceptions even thou u have a totally diff. meaning....i have learn to take things in my stride....making sure that i dun get waver bahz......

Sianz....dear still at orientation camp.....

will be all alone on the comp. till fri. or sat. lor.....hope got nth on for her on wkends lor and most imptly,i also have nth urgent on wkends too...........

*shrugs*