haiz.........

Even thou i am much closer to my ORD.........3 mre mths.......but somehow i feel my life in TDS is on a decline instead.........

Seriously,i hate my Platoon Commander.

I myself thinks i am more capable than my Platoon Commander.Just becoz i am doing my job well and good doesn't means u can juz push more jobs to me lor.......and den,after pushing the jobs to me,u still dun trust me in handling it den i thinking why nt u go and do urself.......

So much for a poly scholar........low EQ..........come on la,where is ur flexibility........know why ur frenz in unit leaving u one by one,fellow officers don't like u.......and u have to cling on to another officer.........

I realli cannot stand it anymre.........last tym,i dun have this feeling de but right now,i seriously dread booking in to base........my health is declining again.......juz nt feeling right these past few wks..........don't knw is it the stress?? haiz....*shrugs*

Sometimes one need praise here and there to keep it gg but he doesn't??!!! On one hand saying tat i am doing my job but on d other hand,saying that as a plt sgt,i am too nice to my guys....i mean wtf!!! u are not the one mingling arnd with the MEn....so wad those thingy on battlefield and other infantry unit???come on la,u are long enuff here to knw things dun exactly work wad u dream of it lor..........WAKE UP!!

haiz......realli sick and tired of work de..........i presume even harder life coming after plt 2 forms back..........

If only my PC knw how to give more praises and less threats........all he do is threaten this and that.........wth!!! i wait till he goes in work life,i make sure he die lor..........come on la,we all are NSF.....dun gif me this kind of BS!!

Oh Gosh.........why am i not enlist in january den i be less than a mth more to ORD...........haiz..........tahan that bugger for 3 more mths........ARGH!!! it's killing me!!!!!!!

How i wish i have my previous PC.....know how to mingle arnd........as a PC,this is wad u shld do wad.........why go and differentiate officer and men lor......we all are humans being la.........why can one officer do so and the other don't??

argh..........i miss the plt spirit that we used to have when we haf the SSC 7............the soul and heart of plt 2.........

i dun wan plt 2 to be ruin in my hand but i need the autonomy to run the show...........is it a psychological problem?? that i myself unconsiciously giving me undue stress??

Haiz......i dun knw...........*shrugs*