I have ORD since 060208.
I was the platoon sgt for my platoon.During my course as a PS, i have definitely make friends and also make enemies.It was never easy been a platoon sergeant as you have to make decisions that affects a platoon of 30 odd guys.
I have never admit or claims i am a very good platoon sergeant.I leave it for my men to decide for that.I am simply a platoon sergeant that get things done.To some,a good Platoon sgt is one that smokes them out for night off.But what they don't understand is that as a platoon sgt,I am all accountable for their lives.Imagine if i smoke them off and one of them get into accident,how shall i explain to their parents when by right,they should be in camp sleeping?I am there to prevent things from happening and not there to fret when things happen.
It is esp. hard for me when i am a PS.My ex-PC who ORD is ineffective and often implements new stuff that isn't the way to go in our unit.But i still have to balance things up between my PC orders and my platoon welfare.Often been stuck in the middle isn't a good feeling but as a PS,this is one shit that i have to take.U can ask my 'understudy' -Edward....he followed me around for 1 month just before i ORD.U can ask him how tough it is to be in my seat.
To be frank,i was thrust into my seat without understudying much.I picked alot of things along the way de.It is very hurting to see some ex-men damaging me even thou i already ORD.I agree,there is 1 or 2 pple who don't like me.He,NSMAN,is like one bad apple among basket.But when i ORD and when i still meet them on the road,i was very surprised they were very pleased to see me.They will says,'how life is gd when under me etc.'.......To me,it is assuring to hear that my efforts isn't unappreciated.With a different management since i ORD,they have a more difficult life.
However,there is just one person whom i feel i should address this entry to: NSMAN.
I know who you are but i shall not name you here coz i think i am not as narrow-minded and coward like u.
i already ORD le and what more do you want?I have never disturb u since ORD and neither did i disturb u during my reign.Crocodile was not started by me and definitely not initiated by me.If u hate me becoz of crocodile,i think u are damn narrow-minded.If u notice,a few months before i ORD,i never join in crocodile game.
Secondly,u were borned in 1985 but ur actions doesn't shows u to be one.U smear me in ur msn,i deleted u frm msn contacts.i have never get in contact with u anymore.U can vanish in my life for all u wan,i dun gif a damn.But 2 wks after deleting u,u tag the childish comment in my tagboard.It realli reflects ur mentality.
I have never ask u to be my frenz.I tried to contact u to ask exactly what do u want and you just choose to avoid my calls.COWARDLY act.U dare to smear me in my own tagboard and msn and don't dare to answer my calls.Really a coward act.
Secondly,i have never feign heart mur mur.As all my friends will have known,i sweat easily.So i went to see a chinese physician.He says there could be a valve problem in my heart.Meaning the blood need more force to push open the valve therefore leading me with excessive sweat.And with so many news of pple collapsing during exercising or die in their sleep,my parents are very worried.So i requested for a medical checkup since i was still in service and checkups are free.In the end,the diagnosis was that my heart is alright after going for a scan.
I have never feign heart murmur at all.And to think that,u used that to smear me and insult me,it goes to show how far ur upbringing is.,
I choose not to delete the tag because i have nothing to be afraid of.Pple are entitled to their judgements.Whether i am a good PS or not,i leave it up to my men to decide.As far as i am concern,as long as i do my part,i am fine with myself.But i am more worried for u,NSMAN.you are 2 years older than me but you choose to jog on the spot and not moving on.I feel sad for u.i already ORD for more than 5 months and i already move on in my life but you.......sad to says,still standing at that ever spot and keep on harping...............
Move on,NSMAN.............u are 2 years older than me,for goodness sake and jolly be like one.I have never seen such a narrow-minded pple like u.Be a man when u want to smear pple reputation and not avoid me like a tortoise...............
reflect upon urself when u tag on my blog.....realli feel sad for u...........
i shall leave the tag on for u to be remorseful.....
If u have what it takes, go be a plt sgt for one day....u will understand how tough it is....but well,i don't think u are qualified to be one anyway...........
*shakes head* how pathetic one can be.......